ree--sults

Hmm.. I just went to check my results. *.* Failing~! Failing~! My math is sooo low and my science is so bad. *desperate cries* hehee.. bwuah! Well.. Amazingly I passed my english for what is defined as once in a lifetime. Hmm..mm.. blahh! Lazy to type. Got to manage the computer a little more. -settles down into routine- *.* routine = horrible, miserable, terrible, vegetable life. Laaa~

resetting

I will! I will... get rid of everything and put it back to normal all again! *throws away software, media, pictures* YES. I will rid the b0O.net/cat! That little punk of a spyware which has been standing in my way, redirecting my sense of direction! Alos' put everything behind.. but, holding a few with me. I look forward to a better, happier.. net life! *.* BOO!

brain failing

Char, your Super IQ score is 120
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.The way you think about things makes you a Creative Theorist. This means you are a highly intelligent, complex person. You are able to process information of nearly every kind with ease, using both creativity and analysis to make sense of the world. Compared to others you also have a very rich imagination.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of a Creative Theorist? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you a Creative Theorist. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

nande mo.. nai

Suck me dry, for I am You

Raison D'tre drives me mad, but my passion for the song will never cease! It engulfs everything and make me hungry. Hungry... for the psychotic feeling. Mm... the taste of cold flesh. Suu.. gE!

Ja.

quizz

You fight with passion. You dont go around picking
fights. But when you do fight you tend to win.
You tend to let out your bottled emotions when
you fight. That is your secrect to success.
Your Weapon: Your body

How do you fight?
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Which Japanese name fits you better?

Your Japanese name should be
'Amaya'
which means "night rain".

You're a
dark person, a bit of a loner, and probably
even ... CONFIDENDIAL. MWHAHAHAA.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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What is your psychic ability?

What an enigma. Like a shadow, you tend to
stay in the background just observing the
things before you. You know much more about
people than you let on, and in the process keep
them from finding out too much about you.
Whether you prefer it this way as a strength,
or just cant help it, its this trait that makes
you most compatible with the rare ability to
speak directly into the minds of others:
Telepathy

.:What Is Your Psychic Ability?:.
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What does your birth month reveal about you?

January,
Stubborn and hard-hearted. (okay..)
Ambitious and serious. (acceptable)
Loves to teach and be taught. (only if I understand what it is)
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (okay.. tendency.. *.*)
Likes to criticize. (Hm. acceptable.)
Hardworking andproductive. (Maybe.. last time but not now)
Smart,neat and organized. (Whoa. Thanks there. Only some count ne?)
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (..Flattered)
Knows how to make others happy. (hehee. *nods frantically* -as if!)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (positive.)
Rather reserved. (positive.)
Highly attentive. (urh.. okay.)
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (noo! not prone to colds!)
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (welll... Hm..)
Loves children. (..when I'm not in an -evil- mood)
Loyal. (honto?! *jumps*)
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (social.. well, in my mind. I'M NOT jealous!)
Very Stubborn and money cautious. (positive and negative.)
-E N D-

What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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Hmm...

naka nai de

liul

Lemme type! Lemme typee!~~ Bloggerr not workkinngggg wellll! arhhijgoiprjmfpg ~! yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~~

player II

Okay.. Time for the next batch of uploads!
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Original song
-Heavens Not Enough [Wolf's Rain]
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Main Songs
-Tragedy of Rebirth [Angel Sanctuary]
-Norowareta Tsukiya no Kioku [Yami no Matsuei]
-Strangers [Wolf's Rain]
-Hikari (orchestra ver) [Kingdom Hearts]
-Dive into the Heart [Kingdom Hearts]
-Stiff Breeze [Saiyuki]
-The Sacred Moon [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Rinne no Hate Ni... [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Raindrops [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Sinking into the Deep Water [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Yume no Kakera [DN Angel]
-Memories in the Rain [Bleach]
-Mugen no Kaze [Ayashi no Ceres]
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Extras
-Melody ni... [Strange Dawn]
-Always with Mr [Joe Hisaishi]
-Egao Ga Sukidakara [Sawada Shoko]
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okami da

The thing you search for cannot be found
That's why you're looking... looking
Once you found them they're but just ordinary things
-extract from Wolf's Rain,
Episode 10

*grins*

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable

Dragula

Dead I am the one, Exterminating son
Slipping through the trees, strangling the breeze
Dead I am the sky, watching angels cry
As they slowly turn, conquering the worm

Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula

Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula

Dead I am the pool, spreading from the fool
Weak and want you need, nowhere as you bleed
Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat
Tender is the fur, dying as you purr

~Dragula by Rob Zombie

boof

I am not faded. This girl is funny.. Hm..
"I have an unhealthy hatred of pink limos."
"Spike: Whatcha doin', love?
Drusilla: I'm naming the stars.
Spike: You can't see the stars, love. That's the ceiling. Also it's day."

Sigh

People who live too long and become corrupted
Their minds are infested
And they turn into little creatures unable to think and feel
They ride the earth and turns it into a little paradise of their ways
Rule the world with their twisted minds
And spread the plague to the next generation,
Injecting a new series of blood containing that virus
This continues for a long time...
The innocent were tainted
And the good sway with confusion
Then the holy ones banished them to hell
And the people bleed inside out.
Therefore lalalaa~ and Math was created.
Math is evil.

fic II

"No one won. Wars aren't to be won, wars are to be fought and finished. No one ever wins."

fic.

"Odin had always told him that 'hate' was an awfully strong word for such a little boy to use. He had said that people should never hate, because hate was just fear in disguise and fear caused conflict which bred pain and pain bred more hate and that hate was just more fear and the cycle continued until it made you dizzy."

Hmm..

I forgot to kill myself

=D

"Longer than forever"

Hmm..

Wolf's rain! Yiieepp. Hmm.. Uploaded a few song request for gendou just now and I'm listening to "heaven's not enough" now! =D Nice song~ That's so sad! *sobs* Oh well, I'm downloading wolf's rain now since I can't watch from hana's dvd-r. Hm.. that- she refuses to tell me the ending of the show demo.. I sense horridness. Maybe they died..? NOO! Hmm.. oh well~ Lalaa~ Shall go off and *study a little of my bio anyway. Hm. Blahh..

Heaven's Not Enough

Heaven's Not Enough
Wolf's Rain (episode 25 insert song)

Composer: Yoko Kanno
Performer: Steve Conte

heaven's not enough
if when you get there..
just another blue
and heaven's not enough
you think you've found it
and it loses you

you've thought of all there is
but not enough
and it loses you in a cloud

"there" most everything is nothin'
that it seems
"where" you see the things you only wanna see

I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe.... forget

and heaven's not enough
if when I'm there I don't remember you
and heaven does enough
you think you know it
and it uses you

I saw so many things
but like a dream
always losing me in a cloud

cause I couldn't cry
cause I turned away
couldn't see the score
didn't know the pain
of leaving yesterday really far behind
in another life
in another dream
by a different name
gave it all away
for a memory
and a quiet lie
and I felt the face
of a cold tonight
still don't know the score
but I know the pain
of leaving everything really far behind
and if I could cry
and if I could live what truth I did then take me there
heaven goodbye

Wolf's Rain

Could you bite the hand?
Wolf's Rain

Vocal: Steve Conte
Music: Yoko Kanno
Words: Tim Jensen

another gun for hire and just another day
when you are done, you just abuse it, whatever you say
if you were offered some, would you wanna bite the hand?
would you betray a friend to prove you're cold then walk away?

we were born with nothin' I don't want, but you need something
you want glory, I need none and it's coming between us

people are born with
people are born without
some people have
and others want
what some go without
some people live free
some people just want more
as for me I got all that I need

do you still think that we're not brave if we don't bleed?
we've seen so much blood and violence already, how much do you need?
you howl and fight your war and talk of being free
won't let you in, they're just usin' you so why won't you see?
some people are born so much closer to the sun
holdin' out their hands and grabbin' golden rays, they are the chosen few
but we both know of course that's not you or me
and I'd be telling the truth if I said it don't matter, so how bout you?

can you tell me really you don't need it, you don't want it
if you can, cool, if you can't, the difference between us

people are born with
people are born without
some people have
and others want
what some go without
some people live free
some people just want more
as for me I got all that I need
don't got much but I got what I need

some people are always reachin' for some things that they don't need
I'll tell you now with thoughts like that there will never be enough
some people always struggling for something that is not
I'll tell you something now that I'm really just fine lovin' what I got

Niji

Niji.Rainbow
L'Arc~en~Ciel

/bleh/ = Romanji / English
/blah/ = English Translation

Toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
It's bedlam, and memories are brimming
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
to the unalloyed voice almost deserting
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
To my dear who have just started walking,
Hateshinai mirai ga tsuzuite 'ru
never ended future is eternal

Hontou wa totemo kokoro wa moroku
In reality, belief is easy to shaken,
Dare mo ga hibiwarete iru
everybody get hurt (cracked).
Furidashita ame ni nurete
I get wet by the just come on rain
Kimi wa mata tachidomatte shimau kedo
and you halt up again, but
Shinjite kureru kara
you still be faithful to me

Dare yori takaku sora e to chikazuku
Higher than anyone, closer to the sky
Kagayaki wo atsume hikari wo motomeru
I'm gathering the brightness seek for the lights
Moetsukite mo kamawanai sa
If I burn out, it's all very fine
Subete wa shinjitsu to tomo ni aru
Everything is with a truth.

"Shounen wa hito no kage de yuganda nikushimi wo mita"
Sonna sekai nante mou nani mo mitaku nai yo
Nani mo! Nani mo! Nani mo!

"The boy see the enmity in the human's inside"
that way I don't want see anything, anything, anything, anything.
(On the scale of memories,
a hurt expression need to hundreds of love to cure.
Though, heart that is just like small pebbles on the beach buffeted by the seas,
and has many scratched, Love is bringing up)

Sore demo omou anata no koto wo
Still I'm thinking about you,
Kisetsu ga nagarete ite mo...
even the season goes by
Me wo tojite itsu mo mite 'ta fuukei no you ni
Close my eyes and always think of you as scenery
Nando me ga ame mo agatta
Any number of times rain has been stopped

Setsunai hito yo Kanawanu negai yo
Oh my dearest, oh my hopeless wish
Naze kono mune kara ai wa umarete iku?
Why love is born of my heart
Sakimidareta hana wa yurete
Blooming flowers are swinging
Shizunda daichi ni furisosogu
it comes down to dusky mother earth that is love

Ai wo toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
It's bedlam, and memories are brimming
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
to the unalloyed voice almost deserting
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
To my dear who have just started walking,
Owaranai mirai wo sasageyou
I'll tribute never ended future

stairway to heaven
labyrinth to heart

Taken from: AnimeLyrics
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In 1997, Sakura was arrested for illegal drug use. L'Arc-en-Ciel's career came to a halt. L'Arc-en-Ciel came back with this song from the halt. So, this song's lyric is said to be related to the issue.
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Hm.. Opened my mail just a while ago and then.. there's 84 new mail! Heh.. all from C2 fanfic thing though. Hmm.. is something wrong with that thing? Well.. Developing a stick-to-phone illness these days. *.* Oh yea. And Yani Yummie's birthday tomorrow! =D hee.. welll..