花のため

To Nowhere
can you hear the calling of the raving wind and water?
we just keep dreaming of the land 'cross the river
we are always on the way to find the place we belong
wandering to no where, we're paddling
down the raging sea
who can cross over such raving wind and water?
on the rolling boat we sit, shivering with coldness
come by an island, come by a hillock,
it's just another place, we paddle on
down the raging sea
but in one morning we'll see the sun
bright shining morning dew singing
they who will search will find the land
of evergreen
can you hear the calling of the raving wind and water?
we just keep paddling down the sea, up the river
no destination, but we are together
in the silent sadness we're paddling
down the raging sea
down to no where

keyboard

oOO! I just discovered something today! If you typed an email to a friend and before sending it, accidently erase the whole message... all you have to do is to, press ctrl & z to undo it! Whoa, I didn't know you can do that on a internet page as well previously! =D

ugly

old, wrinkled skin
mask of pretence
lustful, snickering eyes
scanning, observing
feeling, tasting
bitter disgust
smiling, breathing
words of foul
and dirtied soul
ugly, so ugly

..muse..

can't everyone disappear, it's irritating to see them. maybe it's better if i disppear instead. so.. why are they irritating.. why, do they always sit there, and do nothing. Why.. must they be able to see me, what i'm doing and all. If i would close my eyes and pretend never to see, would it be better.. but it's still there. If they're going to be there, to sit there always.. why don't they do something, do something? but.. why must they do anything at all. I don't even want them to do anything.. saa.. no one does anything anyway, not even myself. everyone's just going by.. if i don't want to see something, does it go away? why doesn't it go away.. well.. nothing does. everything just stay, and they grow. and they grow and grow and grow a.... i don't think i'm going to do anything. i don't think i can, don't think i want to.. if everything goes my way, would it be enough? enough.. not a word to use.. i don't think anything will be enough for the selfish mind. selfish, so selfish that nothing is ever enough. maybe i should learn to appreciate. ahh.. appreciate.. but what to? what to believe.. which one to trust.. which one to appreciate? if i would to kill now, can i take back previous? it goes on.. can't i believe the end.. the future? but future is decided by now.. i don't want to take now. i don't want to take past.. why can't i take previous. what is previous? previous is.. many times.. very short.. but many times. what is past.. past is.. i don't know. they are always.. they are long, they are.. always always. what is the future? what is the end? the end is.. well.. just the last of something. so, what do i choose.. which one to choose. disgusting.. really.. very disgusting. can i do something? will i be able to do it? if you don't do something... if you don't just try, how would, how would you even know. But i don't.. it is not, not just something. not just that something. so.. i'm waiting.. waiting for that death, will i find my answers.. which one i would choose. past, now, then.. or just.. the end. I wish i would've chose the past.. then maybe, i don't know. but then, i don't know either. just waiting, i'm just waiting for the end. the end that i don't want to create now.. cause.. it's gotta flow on it's own, but it's own. and the end, i would know the outcome. will it be better? i don't know.. maybe the end is good.. cause there's something nice. someone nice maybe? that end will only be the start of the rest. go well, show me.. show me the end, i'll wait...

whisper

Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Chorus:
Don't turn away
(Don't give into the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum

evanescence

amy lee's quotes...

"I think that our lyrics are definitely dark, but I know for a fact that we pull our inspiration from a million different influences. We listened to everything growing up. Our music isn't just 'opera metal' or 'gothic pop' it's just Evanescence"

"I'm retarded and I'm on TV"

"As a woman I feel offended because these artists portray women as people that can only do well in the world by selling their bodies. I'm determined to help prove that to be false"

"If people make fun fun of you, you must be doing something right"

"When you go through tragedy, you can either let that destroy you and you become bitter and never let it go, or you can let it make you stronger and let it make you grow. And that's what I did. My lyrics are coming from a place that I want people to relate to and feel that they're not alone"

"I don't want to ever be a quote-unquote rock star. I want to just be me."

"Too bad you can't quote the look on my face."

"It's OK to laugh at me, I only look scary."

"Inspiration comes in the middle of the night when you should be doing homework."

"There's one thing I believe, is that I don't know anything and anything could happen."

"Don't be afraid of the shadows, it only means there's a light nearby."

"Nobody's perfect. I'm perfectly flawed."

"We're all fallen, but at the same time we're not broken. There is the hint that we are going to get up again."

"I don't want to be Christina Aguilera. I want to be Amy Lee, rock queen - not sex queen."

"Every time a cool rock chick or actress seems to respect themselves as a strong woman, I'm like, 'Yeah!' And I love them, and they're my girls. And then they start to go downhill and people aren't paying attention anymore. So they start stripping their clothes off, because that's all they have left. I swear to everything I've ever known, I will never do that"

"Honestly I just wear what I like. You know why? 'Cause I can, I'm a rock star."

"I was always a drama queen. I remember playing in the kitchen, trying to get my mom to think I was dead and call the police. When she didn't, I would cry. I was always theatrical. I don't think any of my relatives are surprised. When we younger, Ben would come over and I'd come down the steps wearing some huge petticoat that I stole from school."

"I experienced a little bit of trauma in my childhood, and I'm constantly trying to be get back there. I'm obsessed with anything that takes me back to when I was 6,7,8."

"My best friend recently told me that I was the most passionate person she's ever known. I don't know if that was a compliment or an insult, honestly."

"Theres nothing sexy about skin and Bone, Urgh, you gotta have some junk in the trunk"

"If all we ever sang about was how happy we are, we would be lying to ourselves. People try to escape their problems by getting drunk, partying and dancing them away. What really heals me is to sit down and think, face the facts, then you can get over it and be happy"

"I cry alot-I dont know why, but it just helps me. I cry over bad and good stuff-sometimes sadness can be beautiful"

"Sometimes I pick my nose. There you have it."

"I was 13 and a little overweight with poofy hair. I was just trying to look busy so the counselors wouldn't try to buddy me up with the runny-nose kid in the corner."

"You think you know, but you have no idea!"

bloOb.

hmm.umm! Just reached home. Went out earlier on for some 'activities' and well to do some looking around too. =P Let me see.. bought 2 mathematics book and a chemistry book. And well, next I'll have to buy another chemistry book I saw, as well as a biology book! Whoo~ Hopefully it'll come to use though. blah. Feeling tired now.. so, got to.. go read something! hee..

daze

oOh.. nahh.. just being locked out of the room again, which means that I got to be spending this loooong night online, and tired. bOOf. till morning, that is.

raw reporting...

.due to the tsunami on december 26, geologists deduced that ice bergs have melted or so causing water levels to rise which results in total submerging of low land islands. Further more, the axis of the earth are said to have been shifted by a little which resulted in the temperature of Singapore to rise higher, due to it's location being shifted nearer to the equator.
-quoted from my sensei

=P

This week...
1. 3 chinese compositions [ till fri ]
2. Botero Writeup [ 24th ]
3. Art work [nxt mon ]
4. Chinese Test [ tmr ]
5. Math Quiz [ fri ]
6. Speech [ tmr ]
7. Mathematics TB
8. Chemistry WS [ nxt mon ]

none

sigh.. guess i've nothing better to do. Well, was trying to do something earlier but.. naah.. went to apply for a staff position in an anime website just now. Gee.. waiting for reply, .. hope the person would accept. wahh *desperate* hehee.. it's almost mid of february already, can't wait for holidays.. school is like X_X dying... my score now = 8mths. ack. yuki = 72mths. hMmm.. oOO i just downloaded gravi again! And this time it's in 'full' package XP bwuah.

haiz

close the eyes
and breathe in a little
open.. too open
shut out
ignore a little longer
.. nigete.. nigete
drumming.. blasting..
blazing

that old man

he is lonely, so very lonely
was that sympathy.. or something more
hatred, does it exist
or will it ever go away
when.. how..
staring into blank space
yearning for that nothingness
he do not speak
eyes that brightens up, smiles that lingers
when 'that' is around
yet so, he is still sitting there,
alone, so very lonely

kaoru

.

there is nothing. there is nothing. there IS NOTHING! NOTHING. NOTHING!

laalalaa~

hmm.. it's valentine's day soon! =D oOh. reminds my of rave. Hehee.. I shall go and study bio since well.. i always fail. bleh. stupid biology. Well, maybe some spark notes will help. Hm. oo I was reading through some of my previous-es entries yesterday, and gck. they seem so.. don't know what to say. Hm.. oh well. Looking for microorganisms... ... hmm.. sparknotes is so 'chim'! Well.. i think.. it's for those studying in don't know what ever. Heh. oh welll... busy copying.. so ja

Scrambled VIII

maybe, sometime there, it no longer aches.
the dulling sensation
why?
everyone is around everyone else, the barriers
it can no longer penetrate
there is no place for it
for it, no longer exist in this universe anymore
sometimes, it would feel like tearing
but there isn't reason to, no reason
no more
how it wish,
it can run away someday
and disappear
for there is no longer any reason
for it to exist
anymore

For It, do not belong, for It, do not communicate, for It, do not connect.

花のため:

私は花を愛する

= |

[playing around with the translator again. Well.. it is never accurate, ack!]
私は理解しない, あなたが恐れている何. 私はこのルーチンに疲れている, 私を放しなさい, 私に自由を与えなさい.

genius

Genius

Everyone's a genius;

it may be hard to believe,

And for many people, it is hard to conceive,

Yet, the truth is the truth no matter what people think.

For a non-believer can't change truth with a wink.

The idea of this poem may be hard to believe when the high school dropout rate is about 25%. And when very few students get top grades. When it seems only a few people become successful according to the standards of our society. When the world produces one Einstein in a century. When the great majority of the people deny that they could be geniuses.

However, just consider this. A baby can learn without going to school the following: To walk, talk, eat by himself, tell colors, one or more languages, to count, to identify thousands of objects, how to communicate, how to get along with other people, to control his bodily functions and so forth. It seems only a genius can learn what a child learns in the first 5 years without formal schooling.

If this is true then the question is why aren't there more recognized geniuses in all endeavors? It has been said that every child begins school as a question mark and by the time he reaches fifth grade is a period. This is because our parenting beliefs and educational systems tend to stifle the genius of children. Our school systems and unfortunately many parents haven't the skills to truly educate, support, empower, encourage the genius each one of us has. Our system rewards those students who conform to the standards for education and those who don't are lumped together. If Edison's mother had listened to his first teacher who said after three months of formal schooling that Edison would not amount to much, it is quite possible we would not have the electric light and many other inventions he created.

In our society, if a person is highly competent according to certain standards that person is considered a genius. If someone wants to expand into areas, which are unknown, that person may be considered stupid. It happened to Fulton when he built the steamboat that his peers called "Fulton's Folly." And if you check the history of many of our modern day necessities, you will find many of them experienced the same fate.

To use this poem, make a commitment to encourage and support yourself, others and especially your children to explore and develop their talents. We each have talents, if developed, can shine through as genius. Just as a tiny acorn can become a magnificent oak tree if nourished by the sun, rain and the soil and supported by nature, each one of us has the potential to express our talents if given the same chance and support as a tiny acorn.

It is the function of creative men to perceive the relations between thought, or things, or forms of expression that may seem utterly different, and to be able to combine them into some new forms--the power to connect the seemingly unconnected. William Plomer

The principle mark of genius is not perfection but originality, the opening of new frontiers. Arthur Koestler

The world is only beginning to see the wealth of a nation consists more than anything else in the number of superior men, it harbors. Geniuses are ferments; and when they come together, as they have done in certain lands at certain times, the whole population seems to share in the higher energy which awaken. The effects are incalculable and often not easy to trace in detail, but they are pervasive and momentous. William James

rEal you..

The Real You

Who are you, who am I?

Are we more than meets the eye?

Look hard and close for a long, long time.

You will see changes that seem to defy

And contradict all reason and rhyme.

Are we our actions or the things we do?

When we ponder this, we find it isn't true.

So if we aren't our bodies and how we act;

Then we must be something else that is a fact.

Can you judge a book by its cover? Can you know what something tastes like until you have tasted it? Can you know what is in a locked safe if you don't know the combination to open? We are all like a locked safe, a unique being with a potential to share with the world, just waiting to be discovered and shared. And what is this unique being? It has been said when Michelangelo was asked how he sculptured the marble statue of King David he said, "I saw King David standing in the block of marble and I chipped away what wasn't King David and there he stood." Using the same process we can chip away the things many people perceive to be the reality of a person.

Are you your body? If you were your body you would be a different person every time there was a change in your body. Are you a different person if you were to lose a leg, an arm or get a haircut? The observable reality is you are who you are no matter what size or shape your body is. Your body is a physical form through which you function. You are not diminished in any way if you lose any part of your body. Even if you were to become physically or mentally handicapped, you would be still as you.

Are you your mind? The observable reality is your mind is the activity of your brain or human computer and its associated nervous system. You are that being which uses your mind to think and make decisions. If you were your thoughts, decisions and attitudes you would cease to be any time you were not thinking, any time you were to fall into a coma or dreamless sleep.

Are you your behavior or actions? The observable reality is every human act is a response to a personal need. Your actions are the means by which you choose to satisfy your needs. You work to earn the money to buy the necessities of life. You scratch your nose because it itches. The fundamental need you are trying to satisfy every time you choose to do something is to Feel Good. If you were your actions, you would cease to be any time you completed an act such as eating dinner, making a speech or just doing nothing.

There is a story of a fifteen-year-old girl who committed suicide because she got a "B" instead of an "A". She left a note saying, "If I fail in what I do, I fail in what I am." The reality is that since you are not your actions, it is impossible to fail at being who you are. Had the girl understood that she was not what she does, she would not have committed suicide. But what are we judged on, if not our actions and behavior, as can be attested to the grading systems in school and the periodic performance reviews in business.

Now the question is, if you are not your mind, body, thoughts or behavior, then who or what are you? If you were to die and be pronounced dead, your body would still be around, but the reality is something definitely has changed. Obviously something left your body. Yet, that something cannot be observed to be gone. We can deduce from the evidence that what left your body was the non-physical essence that inhabited and animated your mind and body, that made decisions, acted and reacted. The real you, is a non-physical essence that leaves your body at the point of physical death.

To use this poem one has to look beyond the surface trappings of appearance, creed, sex as well as the roles people play in their lives and look for that God-given creative being that inhabits our bodies when are alive. If we could do this and support the potential of everyone with whom we come in contact we would approach the goal of peace to all and good will toward mankind.

right or wrong

Right or Wrong

There is nothing right or wrong,

No matter how you might long

To have all the answers to

Everything you believe is true.

There is nothing good or bad;

You choose to be glad or sad.

For whatever you believe is true,

It only depends on your point of view.

So I suggest you consider, my friend,

This thought you hold to the end.

If you want to know what is true

Separate it from your point of view.

In society where we have invested so much in the concept of right and wrong, it may be hard to accept the idea of this poem. What is the insight of this poem? Many will admit there were things they thought were right and later found they were just the opposite. We have laws of the land, which supposedly define right or wrong and even punishing people who behave in opposition to the law. Yet, how many laws are changed after someone paid the price of breaking the law.

There is a story of a Chinese nobleman who had two things he loved above all else - his son and a beautiful white stallion. One day the stallion ran away. His neighbors came to console him. They said it was such a tragic loss. He said to them, maybe yes, maybe no. About a week later the stallion returned leading a herd of wild horses and led them directly into the corral. When the neighbors heard about it they came to congratulate him on his good fortune. He said to them, maybe yes, maybe no. After a couple of weeks his son was tossed and broke both his legs as he was trying to break the horses so they could sell them. When his neighbors heard of his misfortune they came to console him. He said, maybe yes, maybe no. A couple of months later, the country went to war and every young man in the area was taken into the army and killed in battle, but his son with the two broken legs remained safe at home. His neighbors came again to ask him how he could be so fortunate. The gods must be smiling on him. And he said to them, maybe yes, maybe no.

Since no one has all the information past, present or future and how it will affect everyone concerned, it is impossible to know with certainty what is right and what is wrong. The only way to know what is the most appropriate response to anything is through our Intuition.

Unfortunately, most have been taught to ignore this powerful guide for living. If we could be more in tune with this powerful tool, we would be able to live more peaceful and joyous lives. The stumbling block to the use of this gift is our conditioned habit of value judging the unwanted realities in our lives and the resulting stress it causes. Since our awareness of what is happening around us is so limited, it would be wise to work to remove this stumbling block to our peace of mind and happiness.

To use this poem ask these questions. What benefit do I get by insisting I know what is right or wrong? Do I spend time defending my position or would I get better outcomes if I spent my time doing something else? Do my relationships suffer when I insist on being right? How do other people view me when I want to be the know-it-all? Do I have a hard time apologizing after I fought to prove I am right, only to find out later I was wrong? If you are satisfied with your answers to these questions, stay where you are; but if you not, work on yourself to get the needed information so you can get better results in your life.

blab!

opps. just realised that I have- had ran out of titles. Hmm.. that's where it's going to start sounding funny. Dahh. Chinese new year! Hehe.. doesn't mean much I guess. Hm.. Well.. was watching Evangelion just now. Arh.. just realised that Evangelion is such a great anime! =D Think i'd grow to like it. Hm.. but naruto, saiyuki.. fruit basket are still the bests! Naw.. this is stupid. Yawn too big and my brother just stepped out of the kitchen. hmph. Hmm.. well.. let me quote from this person in the anime.. "I usually don't talk about myself, my life is not interesting." Hm.. opt out the first phrase? DaH! I'm so selfish, bet hm.. there's at least 7 I/Me/My! Ack. lalaa~ *vanish* oh yea~ for once there's a nice pleasant song here ~I~ think. =P tIred.. shall sleep already +_+

..

sometimes.. computers seem more human than human itself. Sometimes, it seems more alive than anything. People are weird. They never really knew each other, that is why.. they continuously try to understand each other.
"If you don't believe you're doing alright, you can't live." this is weird. normal feelings do not fit in. Going by each day through insanity, it seems so ever weird. Very unnatural. Fed with poison.. destruction, this is a joke. A sick joke

hn.

For some reasons.. well.. hana sent this to me. hmm..

SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1. Full name: Bah.
2. Nicknames: Hm.. yuki? char.coal
3. Shoe size: 6
4. Height: 149
5. Hair: ultimate black
6. Siblings? Older brother and sister
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? No
8. Do you like to sing? hn.
9. Birthday: 2601
10. Sign: ? Aquarius
11. Lefty or righty? Left
12. shoes or sandals? Shoes
13. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
14. What do you want in a relationship? chk.
15. Have you ever cheated? hn.
16. Marital status: Single >>occupied. wahha~

"FAVOURITE" QUESTIONS:
17. Song (right now)? Coming closer! =D
18. Cologne & perfume? chk.
19. Movie: hn.
20. Number? 04
21. Card game? None
22. Radio station? chinese, english, classical
23. Sports? ...
25. Food: heh. pig
26. TV show? Don't watch tv shows anymore. quwushi.
27. Cartoon: ANIME
28. Character: hm. heero, yukis, akitos, sanzo
29. Colour? Black. Blue (all shades), Teal, Grey..
30. Do you plan on having kids? No
31. How many do you want? four. 2 of each se-gender
32. What's something you can't wait to say? hn. f-luck
33. Get married? No idea.
34. Would you have kids before marriage? Heh.
35. You have a b/f or g/f? I care?
36. Do you have a crush: ANIME
37. What hurts you the most: hn.
38. Music/TV: Music
39. Guys/Girls: heh. bI
40. Green/Blue: Blue
41. Pink/Purple: none.. violet.
42. Summer/Winter: Winter; autumn.. don't know yet.
43. Night/Day: Night.
44. Hanging Out/ Chillin: hm?
45.Dopey/Funny: Hallucination.
46. You know I'm around when you hear: YAOI.
47. What school do you go to? chk.
48. Do you enjoy what you do? hm?
49. What's a major turn on for you? yaoi.

FRIENDS:
50. Who Are They? Mentally insane human. Oh well, not all. Only me.
51. Most blonde: ? Yuki and sanzo are blondes.
52. Nicest: *cries*
53. Funniest: hn.
54. Tallest: Maia
55. What's the worst thing a friend could do to you? how'd I know.
58. Is it okay to flirt if you have a g/f or b/f: heh.

OTHER RANDOM QUESTIONS:
59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? teary? hm. fanfic.
60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? why they are such ** heh.
61. What do you want right now? want.. oh shuddup.
62. What's one thing you can't live without? my soul, heart and.. frie-
63. Love or Lust: Love.. then lust? ack.
64. Silver or Gold: Silver
65. Diamond or Pearl: Cash.
66. Sunset or sunrise: Sunset.
67. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? I never figured out what's that.
68. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Only if it would make them less lonely.
69. Do you have any piercings: One. or a pair.
70. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: hn.
71. What song are you listening to right now? Coming closer.
72. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone: 2972
73. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: *snorts* go find out.
74. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? my..fRiends. well. hana. =D
75. What are some of the first things you notice about the opposite sex? hn. yaoi is evill.
77. What's the next CD(s) you'll get? Naw.
78. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Spectacles.
79. What was the best advice ever given to you? People give me good advises? chk.
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? hmm
82. On the phone or in person? In person.
83. Hugs or kisses? Both
84. What song seems to reflect you the most: boOf.
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? I own nothing.
86. Do you have any enemies? Maybe
87. Who was the last person to hug you? I don't do hugs.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? Rich.
89. What time is it in Albania now? You don't want to know
90. What time is it where you are now? 2357
91. Have you ever met Santa? .
92. Name something pretty: Hehe. bishounens. Okay.. hana! XD
93. When did you last talk to the person that you like? ..Last talk? Like? like what?
94. Do you have any pets? Had.
95. Who was the last person you danced with? Don't do dances.
96. Last time you were stressed: .
97. Are you an alcoholic? I'll try to be one.
98. who sent this to you: Hana
99. What do you think of this person? lets be mushy. She's everything you ever wanted. hah!
100. Do you want people to send this back? I'm not sending it. BaW. too bad.

hmm.

let me see... there was art class today. And thus, the teacher was telling us what is the different types of art and blah blah. And he said, which I'd heard ~ "in another case, abstract is also called, v-u-l-l-s-h-i-t" ~ and.. ~we~ wrote it down in our notes. Lalaa.. vullshit=bullshit. ack. blah

blurry

Everything's so blurry,
and everyone's so fake.
And everybody's empty,
and everything is so messed up.
Pre-occupied without you,
I cannot live at all.
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl.
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing,
imagine where you are.
There's oceans in between us,
but that's not very far.
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face,
this pain you gave to me.
Everyone is changing,
there's no one left that's real.
To make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel.
Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
This pain you give to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me

Hahaa! Urhem. Look at the last one!
30 conditions unsuitable for doing work:
1) Too calm; stone
2) Too hyperactive
3) Too anxious
4) Too scared
5) Too depressed
6) Too lonely
7) Too crowded
8) Too quiet
9) Too noisy
10) Too disturbed
11) Too suicidal
12) Too homocidal
13) Too screwed up
14) Too sadistic
15) Too masochistic
16) Eating
17) Drinking
18) Talking excessively
19) Laughing
20) Crying
21) Stomache
22) Headache
23) Pain
24) Unfocused
25) Other inspirations
26) Other obsessions
27) Influencing music
28) Nature's call
29) Stomach growling
30) On/under someone

urhem..

Took some tests/quizzes =D @thespark

What gender are you?
It all adds up... we feel 8% certain that you are...
A Woman!
Compared to others...
56% more male than you — 7% like you — 37% more female than you

When will you die?
Mark your calendar or Palm V.
You can expect to die on:Friday, September 14th 2063
At the tender age of 74 years old.
On that date, you will most likely die from:
Alcoholism (10%)
Alien Abduction (7%)
"Cleaning your Rifle" (2%)
Homicide (2%)

How greedy are you?
Greedy animal!
You are certifiably: 20% Greedy!
That's lower than the Worldwide Greed Average of 35%!
Compared to 2,295,442 other test-takers...
7% less greedy than you — 6% like you — 88% greedier than you

dRumm

Nothing can be fixed lest you or someone else fix it.
Yet so, nothing is fixed unless it has become a fact.

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you are not here, you did not see this passage, you cannot see me