loveless

Michiyuki
TV Version

Even if we embrace until it begins to hurt,
we two won't be able to become one.
Even in a place deeper than kindness,
touching each other is merely pain.
Please bind us together.
We won't dream anymore,
we'll just hold hands hesitantly
and start walking toward a cruel dawn.
True words must be somewhere in the real world,
hiding in our nights of silence.
Surely, even now.

-Translated by Torgen

lalaa~

hhaa! Eleven days! Eleven days! And Mildred dragged me off in the canteen just to express her 'joys'! XD *listening to leaving on a jetplane* .. *grins* probably cause this is the firsts songs I have, so it's kind of nostalgic to listen to. Hm.. Neko birthday tomorrow! WaHHH OLD lil neko! And it's orals this week.. so soon. Don't wanna fail! 'm such a failure already!! *falls into a heap* ~don't know when i'll be back again~ ARhh.. allah! Heero is just so smooch-able! *.* And isn't Duo irresistible? And 'bad friends' is sooo sexy! Gotta sleep soon.. +_+ *faints* oh well... something wrong with the typing ** this. Hmph. Ja ne.

26 J UN E

christmas parody

Duo the red nosed Bishie,
Had a braid that flowed and twirled,
And if you ever saw him,
You would think he was a girl.

All of the other Bishie,
Used to laugh and pull his braid,
They never let poor Duo,
Join the Bishie Masquarade.

Then one random chosen night,
A fangirl came to say,
"Duo with your braid so long,
Won't you be my date? Horray!"

Then how the Bishie loved him
As they shouted out with glee,
"Duo the red nosed Bishie,
You're just as sexy as me!"

-by maxwells demon

memories

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

fly

Save me from this ole misery! Because I long forgotten how to climb back up, because I learnt joy in this darkness!

/Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again./

/Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet./

/Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget./

/Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light./

'

"I can't like the same thing as you do. Because it is yours. You took it first and claimed it"

Blurry

//Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up//

//Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl//

//You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene//

//I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far//

//Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me//

//Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel//

//Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway//

//Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway//

//This pain you give to me//

//You take it all away
Explain again to me//

22nd J UNE

Buck-tick

Buck-tick
疾風のブレードランナー
Shipuu no Blade Runner

Ten death Waiting for everyone
Nine goddess Eight hole boots
Seventh Heaven Six gun Five, Four star
Three Angels fly fly fly
A Boy and a Girl fall in love
Every one a pleasure song
Zero

降りしき る酸性雨 黒い雲
風が吹き 雷が鳴り響いている

感じるか 愛しいものの気配を
そうだろう なんて素敵は光景

Baby Maybe 共に青い春を駆け抜はよう
Baby Maybe 思うまま 叶うはず

崩れてく黄昏 -SUNSET- 走り抜け
加速する 俺は疾風 お前はロータス

聞こえるか 風は狼のブルース
忘れるな 世界は輝いている

Baby Maybe その向こうに風が吹いている
Baby Maybe わかるだろう叶うはず 祝福だ

今夜 お前に届けよう 宝物だ 約束だ
頬をつたう酸性雨 青空の下で あふれてる
夜を彩る あの星座 見つけたんだ 永遠だ
心を奪う感覚 -SENSATION- 闇にひとつ 流れてる

Baby Maybe 共に青い春を駆け抜はよう
Baby Maybe 思うまま 叶うはず
Baby Maybe その向こうに風が吹いている
Baby Maybe わかるだろう叶うはず 祝福だ

今夜 お前に届けよう 宝物だ 約束だ
頬をつたう酸性雨 青空の下で あふれてる
夜を彩る あの星座 見つけたんだ 永遠だ
心を奪う感覚 -SENSATION- 闇にひとつ 流れてる

~mwualaa

wahha! buck tick songs! mwuahahahaaa!! opps. zZZzz..Zz..

dose

Eep! XD Fics! fics! Whoa~ Lots of fics! *happy dance* for now.. sleep. *.* goodnight.

gwing

//Ore wa Duo. Duo Maxwell. Nigemo, kakuremo, surunda, uso wa iwanai. Duo Maxwell da.//

><

My friend.
Hope has wings,
From Pain rises inspiration,
And Life is wonderful.
If you care to look and always wait.
For miracles to happen,
They will.

Broken Wings

Tomoko Tane
Trinity Blood TV Version

I know this will not remain forever,
however it's beautiful.
Your eyes, hands, and your warm smile...
They're my treasure.
It's hard to forget.
I wish there was a solution,
Don't spend your time in confusion.
I'll turn back now and spread...

My broken wings (my broken wings),
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with.
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Higher and higher in your eyes (my broken wings),

My broken wings (my broken wings),
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with.
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Across the sky, just keep in flying.

(That isn't rain.. falling from the sky.)

Bore

lying

"Telling half of the truth was as good as telling half a lie, and hiding things from those you cared about was one of the worst ways you could betray them. "

kittie.. kittie

*.* Just finish. Finally finished, the body and head of the kitty. Took so long to cut it to a more 'proper' shape which is, not even the perfect proportion. The eyes and tail, looks funny. Must've not trimmed the strings properly. Don't think they can be stuck on. And it's the wrong colour! Eks. And, the mouth part is weird. It doesn't seem to 'pop' out like the one in the picture is so.. it's kind of flat. Don't think I wanna stick these weird stuff on. But then, if not, the kitty will have no eyes, nose, taill.. whatever. It looks like an 'Onigiri'. Meaning riceball in jap. Arh. no. Two rice ball stuck together. Hm.. Come kitty kitty~ HN. Hana's acting weird. "( heh. stupid face, learnt from the 'sweet' neko..
signed, char~

"Endless Love"

Autumn in my Heart,
Endless love, Drama CD

"Reminding you of your childhood dreams
And Fairy tales you read long time ago"
"I smile, I cry,
Just because your look keeps in my mind"
"A drama like a beautiful poem
A love stronger than destiny"
"Even a life with pains and sorrow
True love will never die"
"Who do you cherish more than yourself?
Who do you want to hold your hand
In your last moment of like?"
"Heartbeat, whisper,
Everything of you is treasure to me"

hm?

"My life just kind of fell together, and in a very nice way."

Hee..

ro! Wait ..hmm.. no matter how I type that password, may it be a slip of the fingers.. it still seems to be accurate. *suck up face* hN. imagine that yourself. Let's see.. another quiz! Need more fanfic.. feeling funny these days. The authors refused to update! *wails*

Your #1 Match: INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: INTP
The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #3 Match: ISFP
The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #4 Match: ISTP
The Mechanic
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.
A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.
To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.
You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: INFJ
The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

lalaa~

Take a breath of the memories
the sigh of the wind
from here you will journey on
alone looking onwards always

Forever there
look up so you'll see my face
Always
carry your smile to light up that dim sky

The world is not what it seem
so you can understand
get moving right now

Forever there
look up so you'll see my face
Always
carry your smile to light up that dim sky

In the heart
is where you'll find them

child's eyes

“Fly my baby. Fly…” Daddy said, his voice shaking. The next thing Hikari saw was a window… and suddenly he was flying. Flying in the open air. The ground so far below. High above in the night sky were dark clouds. Clouds….

‘Fly my baby…’ Hikari reached for a cloud. If he caught it he could fly. Then there was a loud roar and sharp hurt…then nothing.

-nightmare

drummm..

mission! arH.. BORED
1. Be as Heeroish as possible
2. Be as Duoish as possible.
3. *takes a step into the GW fic*
4. -dies-

blahhh

Your Expression Number is 7

Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.
You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.
Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

IQ

*starts hitting self* like i say.. tables spoils the layout! gRr...

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Below Average

dahh

waHHa! The tables mess up the layout. so i'll remove them.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. Your Secondary Thinking Style: Modifying
Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.
You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

Your EQ is 147
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

arhhhhhhhhh

haNa & mE have the same! =D hehee.. yay! *glomp* wait- tat' woman's the same too! hMm..

Your Life Path Number Is 9
9
The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.
You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.
Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.
If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.
The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.
Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.
Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.
Material gains are not overly important to you.
You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.
he desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.
You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.
Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.
You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.
You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.
Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.
People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.
In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.
Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.
If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.
On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.
It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.
You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.
You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path.
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Little nekO's ... wowww.. arh. colleen & jeslyn's got the same too. hm

Your Life Path Number Is 7
7
You are a peaceful and affectionate soul... and by nature rather reserved and analytical.
The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown.
You will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find.
Intellectual, scientific and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at you own independent conclusion.
This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams.
You dislike crowds, noise and confusion.
You are very thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to be a meet a high standard of performance, too.
You evaluate situations very quickly and with amazing accuracy.
You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone.
Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you are one who tends to follow the directions they seem to guide.
It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people.
You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life.
You really aren't a very social person, and your reserve is often taken to be aloofness.
You actually like being alone, away from the hustle and bustle of modern life.
In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic.
In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive.
A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences.
A negative 7 is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration.
The negative 7 is very selfish and spoiled.
If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of.
At your worst, you feel that the world really does owe you something - or in some way you aren't being fairly treated.
Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits.
This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows.
Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.
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oOoo.. stupid neko's jUjU

Your Life Path Number Is 11
11
Your life path is greatly associated with spiritual awareness.
As one of the two master numbers, the 11 yields understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others.
The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured.
These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society.
The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets.
Your inventive mind and broad-minded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures.
You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance.
Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature.
You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.
On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this.
For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult.
This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression.
You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak.
There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life.
Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical.
You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.
In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer.
When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high.
Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.

lalaa~

"I lost all faith in my God,
In his religion too
I told the angels
They could sing their songs to someone new"

"I lost all trust in my friends,
I watched my heart turn to stone
I thought I was left to walk this wicked world alone"

"Tonight I'll dust myself off,
Tonight I'll suck my gut in
I'll face the night and I'll pretend
I have something to believe in"

"And I had lost touch with reason
I watched life criticize the truth
Been waiting for a miracle
I know you have too"

"Though I know I won't win
I'll take this one on the chin
We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend
I have something to believe in"

And The World Falls Apart

And The World Falls Apart
By: Blade

I don’t think you really understand. Nothing is what you think. Reality is not reality. Dreams are taboo grounds when conscious. Truths are lies, and secrets are common knowledge. Hidden motives lie within hidden motives. It goes too deep to comprehend.

What did you see in the darkness? Or what did you think you saw?

Do you know anything? What is actually real? What is false? How can we tell where something ends and something begins? How do we comprehend time? Does it exist? Do we?

It’s all falling apart. Shattering like glass, leave broken fragments of something we never really understood. They cut the hands that reach for them. They need the color, that sickly red blood, to paint our world with its bloody pieces.

Because eventually, everything will go to hell.

It’s only a matter of time.
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How can I explain? What words can I use? This gnawing feeling inside that often turns my attention back to you. But how could I tell you? You still can’t see what I see. And I don’t want you to.

It’s not black, in the darkness. Nor is it white, in the light. I’m stuck somewhere in gray. Maybe it was in-between all along.

The blood is finally fading, but the pain is fresh.

I’ve held the pieces in my hand for a long time now. They’ve cut so deep they can’t go any further, and it’s been so long the bleeding finally stopped. But I can’t drop them yet.

How can I explain? My world is falling apart. A secret I’ve held in for so long, and a truth I don’t want to acknowledge. Can I be saved? What am I afraid of? Save me from myself. There’s a bloodstain on the window, and the hand is clearly mine. I can’t stop falling apart. Will you pick up the pieces?
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Heero:
Torn paper. Broken windows. Ruined furniture. Tears. Pain. A twisted smile.
“You can’t see.”
The blood dripped to the floor.
“Can’t you see the spider web on my mirror?”
It’s completely silent. The guilt isn’t there.
“You’ve still got blood in your eyes. No! Don’t wipe it away.”
A picture painted in blood. That all consuming red.
“You shouldn’t see.”
It shatters everything. The pieces lie on the floor, scattered. The smile twists. The tears don’t stop.
“I don’t want you to see.”
A laugh. Sick, hollow, ringing. It’s a terrible sound.
“The truth is mine. I like the pain.”
The ground is stained. The words can’t be seen anymore. The voice can’t be heard.
“You can’t look at the real me.”
Can you see the blood on the window? It’s a reminder of the hand that reached.
“If you do…”
The rain is falling, but the blood’s still there. It will never go away.
“I’ll kill you.”
And time stops.
“I’ll kill you.”
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In that first time, I ran from it. The fear of the truth is an overwhelming thing. It holds pain. Don’t you want to see the future? Choking on a past that doesn’t exist. The blood is still running. What is left for me? Maybe it was too much to ask of myself. It seems like I’m living in a dream. And I wonder if I’ll wake up.

Will you stay even if I leave? Will you stand if I fall?

Maybe the truth wasn’t meant to be known. I’m taking away everything I knew, like sand falling through my fingers, and crushing it, hating it, loving it. Did you see what I did?

Don’t look at me!

Don’t open your eyes. It’s better if you keep them closed. This is a sick reality I exist in. You shouldn’t see it. Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies. It’s not real. Don’t try to save me. Give up. Walk away. Turn back. I will kill you.
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Heero:
It was cold. Why is it so cold?
‘This is my life…’
Quiet footsteps in the empty silence. A breath that is swallowed.
‘This is everything I’ve ever been and done.’
The face turns. Looking away because it can’t stand to see.
‘I continue to run away.’
The truth is too much. And the choice is too terrible. Tightening.
‘I have no choice but to run away.’
A squeeze around the heart like a hand. It feels as though it will burst.
‘I can’t stay. I can’t live in that world anymore.’
There is only pain. Nothing else exists.
‘When the war ended, I thought I’d finally be able to.’
Blood falls. A cold touch on the cheek. A lingering memory.
‘But then…that dirty little secret…I have nothing now.’
Trembling. Falling. Who is there to catch him?
‘I am empty.’
And suddenly it’s so clear. There is no one. There is nothing to save.
‘I have finally become what J always wanted.’
And he can’t breathe anymore.
‘A machine.’
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TBC

叫び

叫び: 生きた.. まだ!?

hmm

人々は私がそれらを尊重するより私をもっと嫌っている。 不可解な権利か。 はい。。 人々は彼らの友人のない楽しみを持っていることをどうしても一回りしない。 彼らは互いを正しく無視しないか。それらは互いで, 見る正しくか。 多分私は誤解される, それはどうかして必要とされない。 私はまだ理解しない, それを信じてはいけない。 私は古い時を逃す。 私は逃す。。。 私はすべてを逃す。。。 しかしけれども私すべてを正しく憎みなさいか。

note: hah. you can't discript this. even with the translator cause, it'll come out as junk and totally? Incomprehensible.

best friend

BEST FRIEND
Sung by: Touma Yumi (as Yui)
Dedicated to: Baka-s.
Warnings: I SANG IT! =P nah jk. The song is mushy*

Feeling the pain of the blue sky,
it's almost sad.
woo

Even now, the glittering shards come [1]
to deny the darkness
in the depths of my heart.

I wonder if you're eating well?
I wonder if you're sleeping?
It's silly... I shouldn't
worry like that anymore.
But,

Best Friend,
The love noone can beat is right here with us.
Dear Friend
Why is it!? Only good things happen to you.
So,

Best Friend,
I want to embrace you, happy, with my bare soul.
Dear Friend,
I want to run right up to you right now... but
I'll wait a little longer.

Just like the clouds floating serenely
in the sky,
the two of us were peaceful, weren't we?

It's an ordeal even more difficult than
studying for exams.
Hurting someone precious to me
opened a hole in my heart.

But,

Best Friend
Noone can beat this friendship. It has survived.
Dear Friend
In spite of myself, it had become natural.
So,

Best Friend
Maybe you'll come to understand my true feelings. [2]
Dear Friend
You trust so much... you can't
go against other people.

But,

Best Friend,
The love noone can beat is right here with us.
Dear Friend
Why is it!? Only good things happen to you.
So,

Best Friend,
I want to embrace you, happy, with my bare soul.
Dear Friend,
I want to run right up to you right now... but
I'll wait a little longer.

eW

I'm hearing tapping noises just outside the house at.. 5a.m? Hmm.. ps. you never know what goes around at these times of the day. Maybe something's just lurking right behind that window. *eeeek* And the fact that I'm sitting beside the window and scaring myself off now. There's shadows on the window anyway. Now what.. hmm the two stupid- hn. never came online.

waHH

*starts hyperventilating*

song

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

Sweet desert rose
Each of its veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

Sweet desert rose
This memory of Eden haunts us all
This desert flower
This rare perfume, is the sweet intoxication of the fall

bleach

I shall light a fire upon the fang that falls short,
so I needn't see that star,
so that it shall not tear this throat of mine.
-21:28

argh

You hate your powers again. And now, you have finally come upon your true purpose. The hate that has supported you until now is now complete. You killed your mother; and with those same hands, you killed your fahter, too. The love you kept searching for butcould never find, is now lost.
The Heavens is what made you go through such Hell. Now, you realize what you have to do. You have to show what you can do for me. Long ago, the Four Gods sealed me off. You should use the powers of one of them, Seiryuu.
It won't be long now. This lake which holds something like a Seiran Legend is meaningless to me. From now on, I will be by your side. So you will never be cured of your hate. Well, it's time to begin. With your powers, le's get revenge on the Heavens....

colours

playlist

Rebirth

Performed by: Hiroaki Hirata (Sha Gojyo)

Rebirth
kizu tsukame kyorikan wo dare mo ga tamotteru
mukanshin yosoo tteha IIHITO engjiru

ekaru na ai ya kairaku nara sokora jiu
arukeredo
hontou ni teniiretai monoda keda
doushite mo mitsukaranai

#Let go, let yourself free of you and your soul
And then you'll come to see all the truth in your eyes
Don't try to be someone you can't be
All you gotta do is let go, just let go of yourself-
and then you'll see...

iiwake de katameteha obietara nigeteru
kuchisaki de mamotteru hanpa na PURAIDO

sasaina usoya ayamachi nara wasureta huri
dekirukedo
fukai basho sasatte itamidake
kaku shitemo koborete iku

*Don't try, try to pretend that it doesn't hurt
You don't have to be perfect, cause no one can be
If your tears can't stop fallin', just reach out your hand
All you gotta do it believe, just believe in yourself-
and just let go...

[nakuna] to iwareta sono ura no kotae ga ima mieta

#*repeat

Bad Friends

Romaji Lyrics

yasura ni nado
Zutto iranai kara
Gyuu no kizudare kede
Sore ga ii tokai!

Kodo wa shosen wa Hidori nanda tto
Waru kireta nara Nigaru
Ame no yo fuken ni BEDDO nukedasu
Doori ashi wo tto kiteta

Dare ka no Tsumi made Dakishimete
Nani o sobaku no

Bad Friend kitzutsuke ai
Sore de kashikane teru
Gyuu no kokoro tto kyori
Hakaru ame...!

Bad Friend miratatsu no wa
Kitto mite iru kara
Gyuu no DOA o tateku
Tsuyo nani ga...
Dare yori mo tokai!

Motomeru mono wa Onaji nanda tto
Kuchi ni dekitara Kirazu
Konna yoake ni Tama kotori nasu
Nagari tameiki kumotta

Tsuyonaru Senaka o Furuwasede
Doko eisoru no

Bad Friend yego dara kedo
Mune ni koi daketeru
Gyuu no kotoba nanda
Yakubu sobu...!

Bad Friend yasura ni nado
Zutto iranai kara
Gyuu no kizudare kede
Sore ga ii...!

Bad Friend kitzutsuke ai
Sore de kashikane teru
Gyuu no kokoro tto kyori
Hakaru ame...!

Bad Friend miratatsu no wa
Kitto mite iru kara
Gyuu no DOA o tateku
Tsuyo nani ga...!
Dare yori mo tokai!
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English Translation

Bad friends Because,
throughout it all, we don't want tranquillity
You know, full of scars,
that's ok, don't cry!

People, after all, are all alone
Yet though seperated, we can be casual
During the late night rain, sneak out of bed
Listening to the distant footsteps

Until you embrace someone's crimes,
what do you judge?

Bad friends partners in getting injured,
because of that, confirmed
You know, the distance between hearts,
the rain that plots

Bad friends irritated,
surely because we're similar
You know, leave through the door,
bluffing, more than anyone, don't cry

What we're seeking is the same
If we could speak of it, it'd be comfortable
At this dawn, taking out a pack of cigarettes
Lengthy sighs became cloudy

Your bluffing back is trembling,
to where are you hurrying?

Bad friends full of ego,
filling up our chest
You know, things like words,
dissatisfaction with our place in life.

Bad friends Because,
throughout it all, we don't want tranquillity
You know, full of scars,
that's ok...

Bad friends partners in getting injured,
because of that, confirmed
You know, the distance between hearts,
the rain that plots

Bad friends irritated,
surely because we're similar
You know, leave through the door,
bluffing, more than anyone, don't cry

prayer

"Holy Mother of Cinders...Salve, Mother, Listen to us while we lie in a forgotten valley of tears. Oh, Immaculate One, oh Sweet One. Return to us those your merciful eyes, so that we may be able to see our Lord."

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If you get any paler, you'll be transparent!

fic.

break the system..

end -
The light went off, red in the darkness. The rebels would find him soon and they would take him to the ship, back to the mission. Destiny would keep him alive, ready to kill again. He closed his eyes painfully, forgetting the blinking light by his leg, his mind numb.
His body would be saved. He would make it to Operation Meteor, to drive the Gundam Machine whose model plans he carried on his leg's flesh. He'd walk again and kill again, without mercy, but he was already dead.