Sunday, July 31, 2005

Friday, July 29, 2005

...

Do you remember me? Cause I do. Listening to: Shout at the Devil.. fanfic updates? Whoo hoo! There is mathematics quiz tomorrow, geography homework, and urm.. nothing much! Lalaa~ Tomorrow going beach? Well maybe. Not speaking. Blahhh. Heero! Ja.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Hmm.mm

Two more days and I'll be 16/6 official! ^.^ Ala~ just downloaded loveless manga volume 1. Aww! They made Ritsuka seem so nasty in the manga. Hmmm.. He's nooot! And he doesn't smile (fakely or not) so much either! Hmph. But anyway, got to get to work again. *.*

dum dumm..

A good child meet standard requirements and receive favour of others
A fine child carry moral values and treat others with kindness and fairness.

The prettiest woman are of attractive features and idealised figure.
A beautiful woman has love, intellect, a kind heart, a listening ear, and speaks of goodness

characters

I like..
the wit of Dicky Cheung
the serenity in Takeshi Kaneshiro

the grief and the angst of
all my bishounens,
the destructiveness of Heero
and the beauty and love of Duo!

And I like all (almost) the characters in
Naruto for their individual strengths

anime

I like..
the pure innocence of Akazukin Chacha
the angst in Saiyuki, Fruits Basket
the beauty in DN Angel, Wolf's Rain
the grief in Grave of the Fireflies, Yami no Matsuei
the heart wrench-ness of Fushigi Yuugi
the love of yaoi in Gundam Wing Fics
the shounen ai in Loveless
the art of Metropolis, Shingetsutan Tsukihime, Trinity Blood
the life, animation and beauty of Naruto
the philosophy in Evangelion
the comedy and sadness of Rurouni Kenshin
the sophistication of Serial Experiments Lain
the blandness in Voices of a Distant Star, Hack.Sign

Trinity Blood

one must not turn their eyes away

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Global Personality

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion40%
Stability50%
Orderliness26%
Altruism63%
Interdependence43%
Intellectual56%
Mystical36%
Artistic43%
Religious70%
Hedonism30%
Materialism43%
Narcissism36%
Adventurousness36%
Work ethic56%
Self absorbed36%
Conflict seeking50%
Need to dominate36%
Romantic30%
Avoidant63%
Anti-authority56%
Wealth43%
Dependency43%
Change averse50%
Cautiousness70%
Individuality50%
Sexuality63%
Peter pan complex30%
Physical security56%
Physical Fitness30%
Histrionic30%
Paranoia56%
Vanity36%
Hypersensitivity63%
Female cliche30%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com


trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

Test Results

Wow.. I'm very flattered. *.* Wait. This shows that 98% of the people probably lost their patience and their concentration. Hm.. Patience solves everything! (not literally)

Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results
Sir Francis Galton, the cousin of Charles Darwin, first popularized the notion of measurable intelligence in the late 1800s. Charles Spearman later discovered that all mental abilities tend to correlate together when statistically analyzed. He called this G. Modern researchers tend to agree that there are two kinds of intelligence, crystallized intelligence (learned knowledge) and fluid intelligence (abstract processing ability). Most non-verbal intelligence tests measure the latter. Some research suggests that fluid intelligence may correlate best to G.
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

falling

By: Ashly

They were fallen children. Tainted by war at such a young age, each of them has been marked with cold, red slashes. And each line was unmerciful of its shouting message of condemnation.
They were fallen angels. Their wings having been broken from their too early flights. Having been broken by humanity’s crushing hand, each bone had been ground to irreparable stages. No more was the hope of restoration.
They were fallen soldiers. Victorious yet defeated. With honor they fought, yet still, there were countless lives they’ve taken. They still feel like murderers despite assuring humanity's survival. And they knew that. They knew from the beginning that they were cursed with damnation.
They were broken dreamers. Dreams once bright were now just tainted with dark, bloody red. In their sleep the accusing, crimson eyes stared at them, their victims screams never leaving them to rest. War or not they would always be like this, living with trepidation.
And yet…Heero wondered why he never hit the ground. He had been falling for so long. So very long. His wings were far from being able to fly back up and he lacked the will to actually climb back with his limbs. His whole body had been numbed ever since the first shed of blood and he lost all hope back then. He only fought on auto mode. Never thinking why he fought.

Monday, July 18, 2005

heee..

If you're going to finish reading 20 chapters of a fic in a day, who do you blame when there are no more fics for you to read? But even so, surely there must be new fics out there waiting for discovery!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

posts

drafts in the total 301 posts..
1. *grumbles*
2. Nonsense
3. Random
4. Whyy
5. Sighh
6. Morning
7. -
8. Blabb
9. ..
10. BIg 45
11. Heero, Kumo & Chez
12. StrIke.
13. ..
14. JUly 07.
15. Hope
16. All Dead

player II

Picking out songs for the next update. They might change though, and that- I might not upload them anytime soon either. Busy busy! =D
Heero: *snorts* "As if!"
Char: Hey!
Hm.. Lets see what that original song is supposed to be.. *.* Ehh.. lets just say, it meant the 'theme' for the next update? Hm. Well~ who cares? Blahh.. Aww.. Yami no Matsuei has beautiful songs!
-------------------------------
Original song
-A Drop of Colour [Hyde]
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Main Songs
-Hearts [DN Angel]
-Yume no Kakera [DN Angel]
-Always With Me [Spirited Away]
-Norowareta Tsukiya no Kioku [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raindrops [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Sinking into the Deep Water [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Melody ni... [Strange Dawn]
-The Sacred Moon [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro [Utada Hikaru]
-Blue [Cowboy Bebop]
-Tell Me What The Rain Knows [Wolf's Rain]
-In This Serenity [Mayumi Gojo]
-Liberi Fatali VIII [Final Fantasy VIII]
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I did not die

I Did Not Die
Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.
I am not there. I did not die.

-Melinda Sue Pacho

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Hmm..

Wahhh.. Niji is so beautiful! *dreamy~* Hehee.. =D Anyway, shall get to bed soon. Hmm.. Been off the computer for long time these days. Lalaa~ Yosh! Study Study!

Insurrection

I keep hoping that this isn’t real.
That their hands haven’t grabbed me by the shoulders, waist, legs.
They aren’t taking me towards the basement.
They won’t lock me down there.
They wouldn’t.
But even through the panic that envelops me I know that they will throw me down there, they know not what it is they do.
-heero

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

late night

Hm.. I just reached home at about.. twelve? Gotten 105 L'Arc~en~Ciel's songs in a new folder and about 27+ new videos thanks to hana! *glomps hana* She's loaded! Hehee.. Argh. Anyway, lost the ez link card again! *.* Its been sooo.. well, many times that I've lost that stupid card =P Ah. well.. hehehee.. oOh. Got to sleep now already. Lalaa~ *glomps hana again* hehee.. blehh. Neko internet still not working? Hm..

Monday, July 11, 2005

heero

I'm sure I posted this long before.. But, oh well~ My Heero! My beautiful Heero! That's his voice actor anyway. Hm.. Just to remind myself, there's a draft piece before this post. *.* Hope is a vague thing hm?

Hoshi ni Natta Hanabi
Title: Fireworks That Turned to Stars
Sung by:
Midorikawa Hikaru


Romaji Lyrics
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furui souko ni motarete
shizumu yuuhi wo mite'ta
maru de moetsukiru inochi da ne

"yume to ka asu to ka nante
watashi ni wa iranai"
kimi no kuchiguse wo omoidasu

ano hi kaigansen wo
hakanaku someta hanabi ga
unmei wo yokan saseta

mou ichido waratte
kuchibiru ni furesasete
tsumetai kokoro wa
eien ni hi no tsukanai danro sa

kodoku wo soba ni oite
minai furi wo shite'ta
doko to naku ore to nite-ita ne

shuumatsu sugosu hazu no
mizube no RESUTORAN
nido to kanawanai yakusoku sa

ai ni kidzuita toki ni
kimi ga inaku naru nante
kuyashikute mune ga itai

mou ichido kikasete
namaiki na sono koe wo
hitorikiri kimi wa
tasogare no hoshi ni natta hanabi sa

mou ichido waratte
kuchibiru ni furesasete
tsumetai kokoro wa
eien ni hi no tsukanai danro sa

mou ichido kikasete
namaiki na sono koe wo
hitorikiri kimi wa
tasogare no hoshi ni natta hanabi sa


English Translation
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Leaning against an old warehouse,
I watched the setting sun as it sank in the sky
Just like life, burning itself out...

"I don't need
anything like dreams or a tomorrow"
I remember that favorite saying of yours.

That day, the fireworks
that colored the coastline for a moment
were a premonition of our destiny.

Smile once again
Let me touch your lips
A cold heart
is forever a fireplace without a fire.

You pretended not to see
the loneliness that was right there with you.
Somehow, just like me...

The promise we made to spend the weekend
at the waterside restaurant
will never come true again.

Just when I realized it was love,
you were gone...
It was so sorrowful, it made my heart hurt.

Just once more, let me hear
your sassy voice
All alone, you are
the fireworks that became the twilight stars.

Smile once again
Let me touch your lips
A cold heart
is forever a fireplace without a fire.

Just once more, let me hear
your sassy voice
All alone, you are
the fireworks that became the twilight stars.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

*gasp*

"By the way Heero's still mine and I'm willing to fight those who claim him to be their's. Warning...I've never lost and never will."
Chikau! Heero's mine! Bwuahahahahaa!! Zutto! Mine! Hm.. oh well~

Saturday, July 09, 2005

sighh

Hmm..mmm.. loveless has only 12 episodes. Shorter than gravitation ne.. Hmph. There's this galaxy angel song called dotabata angeloop which seems pretty nice. Lalaa~ Orals over. *.* oh well..

Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine
Cradle of Filth

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V'' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine (Nymphetamine)
None better
Nymphetamine

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Vs.

Hmm..
Sweet vs Bland = Bland
Spicy vs Sour = Spicy
Thin vs Concentrated = Concentrated
Funny vs Humour = Humour
Lameness vs Interesting = Lameness
Efficient vs Loyal = Loyal
Cuddle vs Huddle = Cuddle
Pretty vs Beautiful = Beautiful
Flora vs Stripes = Stripes
Rose vs Chrysanthemum = Chrysanthemum
Apple vs Orange = Apple
Strawberries vs Cherries = Strawberries
Watch vs Clock = Watch
Handphone vs Laptop = Laptop
Space vs Speed = Space
Rainbow vs Dazzle = Rainbow
Shower vs Thunderstorm = Thunderstorm
Comic vs Animation = Animation
Intimate vs Closeness = Intimate
Rules vs Humanity = Humanity
English vs Japanese = Japanese
Korean vs Chinese = Chinese
You vs Her = You
Chess vs Reversi = Chess

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

updates

Tested out all 19 songs, they should be working if you click play.
Uploaded
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Original Song
-If Dreams Came True
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Others
-Amethyst Remembrance [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raison D'tre [Dir en Grey]
-As if in a Dream [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Lost Heaven [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Michiyuki [Loveless]
-Tsuki no Curse [Loveless]
-Kokoro no Chizu [Boystyle]
-Yuki no Theme [Gravitation]
-Shuukyoku (epilogue) [Fruits Basket]
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Extra Space
-Ballad of a Fallen Angel [Cowboy Bebop]
-Alone, music box version [Saiyuki]
-Dance like you want to win [Evangelion]
-Violin Solo [Evangelion]
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Extra Space II
Galaxy Angels
-Galaxy Bang! Bang!
-Horoscope Rhapsody
-Happy Question
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Permanant Songs
-Moonlight (my friend's)
-Mr. Lonely
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Hn.

The uploading took my whole afternoon off. Hm. Didn't expect it to take so long to upload each file. Especially Michiyuki which has a much larger size than the others. Loveless episode 2 is still taking forever to download. Well, at least it is almost 50% soon. My next target till tomorrow shall be 60%! Take it slowly~ =D Well, today is just another day. Got to go struggle with my mathematics paper in a while. Gck. I forgot all about it in the weekends. arh. Yea. And tests and oral exams are approaching again. Hana's going to be back in two days time, counting from tomorrow! Yipee~! Somehow I don't feel that depressed since school started this term already. Hm. Weird. It kind of' reverted back to a monotonous feeling most of the time. Lalaa~ Perhaps it is because hana's coming back or that I know I'm graduating soon. Well, Liberty! XP Hm..m.. Seeming to be getting 'softer' recently. So it's quite true.. having 'that' which you never used to have makes you weaker! X.x *nods nods* Hmph. Loveless episode 2 is 49.1% now. sigh.
Ja~

Monday, July 04, 2005

stuck

-to the computer is a disastrous thing for anyone to happen to. By which, it would grow into a thing called - 'not speaking/thinking sensibly, with sense, normally. It produces a liquidified poison that will travel throughout your body using the passage of the blood and fuse itself onto you permanantly. The poison is called HARUTGOTC (Highly Addictive Radiation & Unable To Get Off The Computer Poison). For help on pronouncing this accurately, it is Ha-Ru-Te-Got-Ch.
As a result, one patient who suffers from this wrote:
I feel more in touch with my mind recently. More in touch, meaning to think in a more systematic or rational way without having to use your emotions. Meaning, I'm looking from 'outside' of the scene. Mean. Talking in your mind, literally, non stop, and not a bit of that tingling feeling of emotions passing through. Which also meant, it seemed harder to talk to people, or finding topics to blabber about. How to feel more in touch with the mind? No idea. How'd you reverse the effect.. temporary? One, Yaoi. Two, Music. Three, you can go try banging your head on the wall and see if it hurts. If it doesn't, get a harder wall. Lastly. Make yourself or someone cry non stop till it cures this illness. +_+

raison d'tre

This song is so.. addictive and makes me feel nostalgic! Well due to connecting too many fics to it, such that the song manifested itself into the story. X.x Well, I remember getting hold of the lyrics long ago. Not very pretty words but well, not caring about what the song means - it is not needed. The music speaks dozens~ arh. infinity. Lalaa~ listening to it now. I found it last year on this site which became inactive, and lost it sometime ago when my sis' deleted my computer account, again. X( Hmph. There goes all my Naruto too. Well, the fortunate thing- Hana has the song! heee.. *glomps hana* So much for sending her all my junks. Although it took her so long to send it to me cause she refuses to send a 'not' happy, 'not' one piece song? Hm. Evilness!
-END-

player

Hmm.. Songs I shall upload next! XD
-------------------------------
Original song
-If Dreams Came True
-------------------------------
Others
-Amethyst Remembrance [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raison D'tre [Dir en Grey]
-As if in a Dream [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Lost Heaven [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Michiyuki [Loveless]
-Tsuki no Curse [Loveless]
-Kokoro no Chizu [Boystyle]
-Yuki no Theme [Gravitation]
-Shuukyoku (epilogue) [Fruits Basket]
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IQ Scale

Taken your IQ test today? Go to web.tickles to take it now! =D Hahaa! Hmm. OoH. I remembered.. My score is my birthday! Heheee..
The IQ scale is built using 100 as the base. 70 is set as the benchmark of mental retardation, which is about 5% of people. About roughly one in every 400 people have a mental intelligence higher than 140.

Retardation Scale
50-70 - Mild mental retardation (85%)
35-50 - Moderate mental retardation (10%)
20-35 - Severe mental retardation (4%)
<>200 - "Unmeasurable genius"

IQ Scale
85 - 114 - Average
115-124 - Above average
125-134 - Gifted
135-144 - Highly gifted (e.g., intellectuals)
145-154 - Genius (e.g., professors)
155-164 - Genius (e.g., Nobel Prize winners)
165-179 - High genius
180-200 - Highest genius
>200 - "Unmeasurable genius"

Extras
Philosophers (22) average IQ 160;
Scientists (39) 159;
Fiction writers (53) 152;
Statesmen (43) 150;
Musicians (11) 149;
Artists (13) 153;
Soldiers (27) 136.

**It is estimated the Einstein, a prototype for a genius, has only an IQ score of just over 160**

goodnight

=P It seems like hana's brother always uses the computer at this time hm? Gee.. three more days! Okay, let's see... I configure some html items on the template just a while ago, and added this media player at the side bar (i've always wanted that!) as well as separate the tagboard. Minor changed! *.* But it still took time. It's getting really late already.. no school tomorrow! *rejoices* Oh yea, and loveless is barely 21% after the whole night! Aww. Hope that there is some really generous guy to help upload alooot. Haven't read finish Togari, the manga that my friend sent me yet. It's annoying at times cause I have to keep clicking and enlarging the pages. Nah. But' d still got to thank the translator for all the hard work to bring the wonderful manga into non-japanese or chinese (for.. well -.-'') reader's world! Hehee.. Guilty guilty, so very guilty! Gomen, minna-san! Hontou ni gomen ne. *bows a 90%* Someone should just tell me to 'suck it up!' and not be so.. eekie. Ole~ I would feel more at ease and convinced of my thoughts! Hm. back ache always like to come back with a vengeance. Hn. Give me a break, eggies! Taking so long to type *.* It's 3:20 now. Arh.. Aww.. Tuesdays have bad timetable. Too many subjects, too many lessons. Hmm.. and Friday is the oral finals' already. Bet the lil' neko learnt all her stuff already. Hehee.. a very hardworking cat* at work. mm.. can't imagine a cat* studying anyway. Sigh~ Life is boring! Wonder when it will end. (quoted partially). Well not. Live on! As long as you can! *.* Really, why haven't anyone reprimanded me yet? Oi. Someone speak upp?? Ala~ Just did. Me. Blah blah. It is so hot! Burning! Burning! And sticky too. Just bathed not too many hours ago too. Well.. Naruto and Fullmetal Alchemist have wonderful openings! =D Fruits basket has a beautiful vocalist for their songs. Bleach, well.. nothing much special. The lyrics are average too. Loveless, YAOI! Tsubasa Chronicle is, well, a little boring. Yami no Matsuei has very eye catching and beautiful opening video, and a catchy and happy ending. Weiss kreuz have nice, wonderful lyrics and melodies! Gravitation is overall smooth, soothing and beautiful. Saiyuki has nice openings too. A little of more focus onto the character's appearance than the story or theme of the show. One piece..? Haha! Hana can decide on that. *.* Ranma's op/ed videos are really -bouncy- loud.. and happy? Well, so overall, Naruto has alot of effort spent into picking a suitable song with beautiful lyrics, and a very carefully made video that goes along with it's beat. Very neat. Despite it's many seasons of op/ed videos, the result is always the best! Arh. The reason why FullMetal Alchemist's videos are good would probably be that the song goes with the theme! XD And character depth as well as it's pretty motion graphics. Lalaa~ ops. sighh.. Ja!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Time

They say that time is relative.
Relative to what? Time is still time no matter where you are. You can't stop it; you can't slow it down or speed it up. There's no magic formula to send time into reverse, as much as we sometimes wish we could. Time marches on no matter what you do to try and prevent it.
Time is time, it is steady, unchanging. That's why we rely on it so much, our reassuring shoulder to lean on when we get into difficulties. We even incorporate it into our communication. 'Time is the greatest of healers‘; 'There's no time like the present'. It is important to us for it's very stability. No, time is not what changes, only our perception of it.
Take, for example, a mere eighty seconds.
It's not a long time really. Not nearly enough to accomplish anything of importance. You may manage to boil an egg; if you like it runny. You could make a cup of coffee perhaps, switch on your computer and wait for it to boot up, heat up yesterday's leftovers in the microwave. Even the average song is over two minutes in length.
Such a small measure of time, it passes us by without notice. Why worry about what happens in the next minute or so when you have your entire life to muddle through? Whatever we try to do, eighty seconds will always be eighty seconds.
Small measure of time? Definitely. Insignificant? Perhaps. It all depends on what you use it for.
Eighty seconds is long enough to be killed.
And long enough to learn to live.

-clairol

random

erhem. Almost forgot that tomorrow is a youth day holiday! Woot. Hehehee.. And to think I was getting stressed up over school 'opening'. Hm.. I shall do proper typing from now on! Capitals on the first letter per sentence. Burst Laughing -My face! Hehee! Just found this smiley thingy on the internet explorer. Whee~ And there is also this cute cursor configuration item, now my little pointer has an animated smiley face attached to it! *grins* Listening to Buck-tick's 'Die' now. Sometimes I reallllyy wonder what they are singing about. Hn. Okay. It's nine plus now, without me doing anyway. Sigh. MS is leveling up very slowly. And there doesn't seem to be a proper spot for me to train anyway. Proper spot..? Flatland, a high spawn rate but not excessively, or a medium spawn for pigs with ribbons and stuff like those for my level anyway. I'm a pretty pathetic bowman who place all the skill points and others in the wrong place, and could only hit a little hp off the enemies. Wired up! Runescape is better! In that case, I would not have to face the dilemma of leveling problems in term skill points and such. But anyway, the more depth into a particular job skills makes the game special I guess. Especially when you have to choose a 'career' for long term. Well as usual, comparing to runescape... I would like to be an all rounder in strength, defence and such. But well, MS refuses to give that. Therefore, my bowman has 'low stamina'? O.o How does that come about anyway? Aw. The smiley on the cursor is cheeky! It twitches the mouth a little and then raises it's eyebrow a few times. *.* Hehee.. nyah. Have been typing random stuff lately.

Don't Die! Hana no Baka!
Custom Smiley

cat talk.

Wedding Cake This is... Neko and Elow's cake! WaHHA!!


Kitty 5This is the Neko!

shush!

Ole! My friend! Weep not for me!
May my soul always be with you!
Do not seek the doll residing under the tomb,
Do not look into the dark abyss for it will swallow you whole!
Find yourself into a warm embrace,
And stand under the waters when you have none,
I will be there!
Listen not for the familiar footsteps!
Look behind when there are looming shadows,
Fear not for the light nor dark.
You may be by yourself
But aren't I standing by the right still watching?
Nah. I'm just bored and egg-ing. BAHH.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

jUly

Let me see.. this is the second of July, approaching the third soon. And here I am, waiting for stupid hana to come online when it is already so late! Well, she doesn't usually come on late so it's kind'uf weird. Head is starting to ache soon from all the radiation from the computer. Not ache literally, but just the point above the eyebrows..? =P Oh well, Loveless is taking so long to download since not many people are uploading it. It's like.. only 0-3 person helping to upload? HN. Got to help to upload them when i'm done too.. for all the yaoi fanatics! Hehehee.. Ah. well, the show in itself isn't yaoi since yaoi= urm.. some serious business* with no storyline? Nah. It's shounen-ai! Yipee~ Something is seriously different about Ritsuka though. He kept thinking that he'll lose his memories or something. Hm.. I shall find out once the download finishes! Opps. and I said 'fishes' in my oral. *.* There's no such word! Now.. let's see.. Is :47 minutes past 11 already. Hana ne.. doko desu ka? Let's come up with a few reasons for her dissappearance ne? One. Internet connection BAD. Two, Arh.. overslept cause' it is the holidays! Three, did not log in due to unknown reasons? Four. Sick (that's highly unlikely!) Five, family using computer. mm..umm.. i'd agree on that. =D Six! Ehh.. eating... Seven, watching one piece. Hehe. Eight, being stalked/pestered such that coming online is impossible. Well, nine. Can't be bothered. And.. alas. Ten, she has no faith in me!! allah! *acts like quatre* Hm.. why does she always type 'oh hyne' anyway? Heheee.. it sounds kinda like.. 'oh hyde!' OOoo...h I just realised 90% of L'Arc~en~ciel's songs are wonderful! And I just downloaded a couple of songs by female singers too. Hm.. 8 in total. All thanks to.. urm.. come alive! And also some other anime mp3 earlier in the day, which included my ole' Tsuzuki! Wahh.. he has the same amethyst eyes as Duo! Ooh.. this remind me that in D.N Angel, the boy.. uhh what's his name? Hehee.. dark's other self that is, has Ruby eyes! woww.. those eyes are beautiful! Hm.. typing to pass time. Oh wellll.. Grr.. loveless episode 2 is only 14%+ after over 4 hours! Someone, spare me more pieces of the file! X HN. Okay. Let's talk about Tokyo Underground. A pretty lowly rated anime on my part. It has no proper plot, not enough original action and style, lack of character development, and inproper ending. Well, all is all. But the second starting song is better. A little nice- to say that is. It seems to give way to a little depth into the characters that was never highlighted in the whole story. I guess the small number of episodes can't do much. There you go.. there's this guy. urm. boy in fact who seems more proper except that he- hana came online! it's 12! Okayyy.. that he has thick glasses and a really boyyy voice, and that, he's silly! XD Hana replied! hehehee.. hmph. hana no baka. Oh. *jumps topic* Stupid michelle too! She literally disappeared for a whole day. And.. left me alone all at home to talk* to myself! *sobs* Well, she's gotta new dog. Seems like it's dog fate. *.* "when Cats meet the Dog" Lalaa~ Okayyy.. She's going into MS for 10mins so I get to type more! Let's talk about... Loveless! Heh. My neww anime! =D And Ritsuka again.. is soo kawaii! Hm. I'm just a masochist for such things. And the guy.. urm.. what's his name? Blehhh. Said that.. 'I won't do anything' and well.. he's evil!! As If. To prove his point. Hm.. demo sa.. it seems like phedo- what. Have no idea how to spell it. And all the people that aren't adult has kitty hears and a tail!! Kawaii!!! Hheheee.. I was shocked when I see the ears at first. But then.. hehehe.. it's kawaii! And Ritsuka is sooo cool!! *jumps around* Hm.. Let's see.. the anime's lighting is a little too bright so it's images weren't very.. eye pleasing? And the opening song just screams "YAOI!" They have beautiful background music coming onto the scene just at the right times. Oh.. that remind me.. Poor Ritsuka!! Ah.. well, wonder if I can get that bg. music. I sounded like a symphony or some kind of classical music. Hm. They seems to have a pretty plot in action now. Well, much better than expected for a shounen ai anime. I watched before many other yaoi ones, but they're always such poor quality and bad plot that it hard to bear. Ooohh.. Hana's back now. so, well.. don't have to *splatter typing* anymore. (is there such a thing? oh wellll). Ja ne!
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**EDIT**
Laaa~ shall continue typing, for the fun of it! Typing is addicting you know? Hm.. Okay.... July! July meant Charis' birthday. July meant Xiaohua's coming back! July meant school restarting. July meant.. the calm before the storm. July meant.. nothing but a month for the humans of earth to mark their very existance upon! so.. in the end.. nah. forget it. Lost the point already. *.* so anyway, in the end it all comes down to Charis' birthday in which, .. *fumes* hehee.. cause I don't think her blog is going to be a pretty sight. It is sure to be filled with all her photos and blabblings of 'outings'! Well, good for the person. But well, arhh! Backache's catching up on me again! Nevermind. Too lazy to type anyway.
Next- Xiaohua's coming back! Seemed a good thing huh? But many a times I think the people forgot the sad truth. She is not only coming back - fullstop. But she is coming back to this land, and leaving. LEAVING, a month later. Forget that and you're going to suffer! =) Ah well, so what! Forgetting them sometimes won't hurt. Dumm dumm.. and there is going to be so many things that has to be fulfilled! and guess what- I am guilty! Guilty of a serious crime of. #passion# "oh shut up" Of.. manipulating people? Arh. no words to describe that. and sooooo I'll have to say sorry! That is a horrble thing. Hn. One can't just don't bother* and then goes pulling it in when you like it. Hm. Ah well. Gotta see the neko's little new doggie! Don't know why I'm eager to see it also. Hm. hen ne.. Hm..m.. listening to a new song that hana sent me. wahha. *bounces* Hm.. Oh right. She REFUSES to clean her room. Shall go pester her now! *grins*
JA.

bishies

!! *grins* Heheheeee..
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Regulations: Be angsty! Be loud! Be cute.. Be sexy~ And.. be destructive and violent..? *snickers*
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Sanzo (saiyuki)
Yuki (gravitation)
Akito (fruits basket)
Kyo (fruits basket)
Heero (gwing)
Duo (gwing)
Tsuzuki (yami no matsuei)
Aya/Ran (weiss kreuz)
Ritsuka (loveless) *
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Aki (ayashi no ceres)
Nakago (fushigi yuugi)
Akito (kodomo no omocha)
-less dovotion to the characters here..? Aw.. *glomps all bishies*

loveless

Ritsuka-kunn~!! XD My kind of bishies! YAY!
"People who use others are stupid, but people who are used are even more stupid"
"It's the same here as it was before. Despite calling each other friends, there are only those using others and those being used. Seimei, life is boring. I wonder if it'll end soon"

laugh..

..and I'll smooch you! *.*

TEACHER: What is the chemical formula for water?
SARAH: H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
SARAH: Yesterday you said it's H to O!

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: ! Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!

TEACHER: Willie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago?
WILLIE: Me!

TEACHER: Ellen, give me a sentence starting with "I."
ELLEN: I is...
TEACHER: No, Ellen..... Always say, "I am."
ELLEN: All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."

TEACHER: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
JOHNNY: "Because George still had the ax in his hand."

TEACHER: Now, Sam, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SAM: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.