*shrugs*

02 talked about some job stuff today, and how cute julia is in her way of asking questions? *twitch* hah. Somehow adults take those funny actions as cute- wait till their friends start behaving weirdly like that too! *.* Christmas is coming- and this song's really cute! =D The man's this strange guy who absolutely and can't stop talking about his before-born/new-born/after-born daughter to everyone he meets. Well, the girl- you know. *grins* gaH!

..

bored.. look at my little cat. http://naaeachi.cjb.net/

smth.

donut. stage. faded. road. reflection. limit. tourniquet. what. inheritance. falls. time. straight. traitor. shadow. covetousness. wonderful. taken. heaven. home. enemies. gone. popular. trust. haunted. send. principle. salvaging. excuses. bounds. terrorment. blackouts. tones. set. free. afterward. lost. drown. knew. moon. between. boyz. child. princes. you. cross. runs. smile. life. cinderella. prom. slave. friends. let. asylum. recorded. matter. lies. anew. only. failed. passion. welcome. football. side. three. fate. burn. basement. system. caesar. returns. for. warriors. blind. perfectly. blue. demon. with. human. fragile. tears. cohav. point. wishes. promises. right. breakdown. nextdoor. bumblebee. confusion. edulcoration. wings. times. faces. paw. strange. raven. nowhere. halfway. stone. koibito. shigai. everything. waking. that. me. hell. freezing. mort. a. calling. behind. dirt. cold. drowning. tomorrows. again. walls. claudine. letter. reputations. massage. heart. have. shattered. mending. starting. butterfly. pieces.
yami. gravitation. loveless. gundam. gaiden. blade. fushigi. basket. kai. heero. duo. ray. tsuzuki. yuki. akito. sanzo. ritsuka.
blossom; sweet; bleeding; sorry; glad; luck. naomi; thanks; hope; great. faith; update; wonderful; wait. crimson. remembrance. ; see; story. krage; amazing; 26; take; wonder.
hana; long; angst; gomen; june. neko; silence; sry; pleasant; whine; snickers. Kumo; impatience; baka; think.
eden. infection. fallen. painless. drop. tomorrow. years. serenade. moon. michiyuki. inori. kaze. seasons. dreams. not. futatsu. caged. byakuya. friends. end. headlock. call. wild. alone. omoi. explained. devil. sorairo. heaven. nostalgia. mitsumeteitai.

-

I'm out of this

Eek

Formally announcing! Toshihiko Seki's a BIG hentai!! *screech* He is so.. just so.... EEK. And he do voice acting.. O.o

Hmm..

Hahahahaa!! This is so.....

Omae wa ore no mono da

fic..?

O.O “Well, his birthday is the same day as yours which is really cute.” Sirius chuckled “Your mom was screaming at James, saying she really needed to give birth then but your father being stubborn and all made her wait an hour till it was exactly July 31.”

uhh blah

A weird man with black cloth wrapped around him is seen trashing the house of.. superman..?
Superman: What are you doing, you little..!?
Mega-mega: I'm just working towards my dream!
Superman: *twitches brow* Dream...?
Mega-mega: Yea!
Superman: *mutters* What's your 'Dream'..?
Mega-mega: Bwuahahaha!! I will conquer the world!!!
Everyone: -.-''
Superman: Ehh?! Can't you come up with something more original?
Mega-mega: Hn. It's not original!? Then what is YOUR dream?!
Superman: *do a i-am-cool-so-just-accept-it pose*
Mega-mega: ... A.. to be a model?
Everyone: *splatters blood* Thinks skin tight cloth.. -.-''
Superman: Oi Oi! Where's that going! What I do is much more ORIGINAL!
Mega-mega: Ya.. yea right.. *snorts*
Superman: Hey! It IS! I SAVE the world and KEEP peace! And I rid of all BAD man!
Mega-mega: HaH! You call THAT original?
Everyone: *nods*
Superman: At least by doing that, I win the hearts of all beauties!
Mega-mega: Yea, as if..
Superman: Hn. You don't believe me? ... ... Look! There they are!
*A flock of.. female beings rushing towards the duo*
Everyone: ... wow..
Superman: *snorts* Jealous, are you?
*coming nearer*
Mega-mega: Welll.. may- wait. NO! I'M NOT GONNA BE JEALOUS. AND.. SEE YA!
*mega-mega disappears in a flash*
Superman: Wha- ...?
Everyone: *blinks*
As the 'flock' of 'female' beings come nearer..
Superman: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I QUIT! I DON'T WANT TO SAVE THE WORLD ANYMORE!
You: ...Huh?
Me: Sorry.. nothing better to do. *.*

hkotkpk

Rwuahhhhhhhhh! Bwuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

ree--sults

Hmm.. I just went to check my results. *.* Failing~! Failing~! My math is sooo low and my science is so bad. *desperate cries* hehee.. bwuah! Well.. Amazingly I passed my english for what is defined as once in a lifetime. Hmm..mm.. blahh! Lazy to type. Got to manage the computer a little more. -settles down into routine- *.* routine = horrible, miserable, terrible, vegetable life. Laaa~

resetting

I will! I will... get rid of everything and put it back to normal all again! *throws away software, media, pictures* YES. I will rid the b0O.net/cat! That little punk of a spyware which has been standing in my way, redirecting my sense of direction! Alos' put everything behind.. but, holding a few with me. I look forward to a better, happier.. net life! *.* BOO!

brain failing

Char, your Super IQ score is 120
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.The way you think about things makes you a Creative Theorist. This means you are a highly intelligent, complex person. You are able to process information of nearly every kind with ease, using both creativity and analysis to make sense of the world. Compared to others you also have a very rich imagination.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of a Creative Theorist? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you a Creative Theorist. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

nande mo.. nai

Suck me dry, for I am You

Raison D'tre drives me mad, but my passion for the song will never cease! It engulfs everything and make me hungry. Hungry... for the psychotic feeling. Mm... the taste of cold flesh. Suu.. gE!

Ja.

quizz

You fight with passion. You dont go around picking
fights. But when you do fight you tend to win.
You tend to let out your bottled emotions when
you fight. That is your secrect to success.
Your Weapon: Your body

How do you fight?
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Which Japanese name fits you better?

Your Japanese name should be
'Amaya'
which means "night rain".

You're a
dark person, a bit of a loner, and probably
even ... CONFIDENDIAL. MWHAHAHAA.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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What is your psychic ability?

What an enigma. Like a shadow, you tend to
stay in the background just observing the
things before you. You know much more about
people than you let on, and in the process keep
them from finding out too much about you.
Whether you prefer it this way as a strength,
or just cant help it, its this trait that makes
you most compatible with the rare ability to
speak directly into the minds of others:
Telepathy

.:What Is Your Psychic Ability?:.
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What does your birth month reveal about you?

January,
Stubborn and hard-hearted. (okay..)
Ambitious and serious. (acceptable)
Loves to teach and be taught. (only if I understand what it is)
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. (okay.. tendency.. *.*)
Likes to criticize. (Hm. acceptable.)
Hardworking andproductive. (Maybe.. last time but not now)
Smart,neat and organized. (Whoa. Thanks there. Only some count ne?)
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. (..Flattered)
Knows how to make others happy. (hehee. *nods frantically* -as if!)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (positive.)
Rather reserved. (positive.)
Highly attentive. (urh.. okay.)
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (noo! not prone to colds!)
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (welll... Hm..)
Loves children. (..when I'm not in an -evil- mood)
Loyal. (honto?! *jumps*)
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (social.. well, in my mind. I'M NOT jealous!)
Very Stubborn and money cautious. (positive and negative.)
-E N D-

What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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Hmm...

naka nai de

liul

Lemme type! Lemme typee!~~ Bloggerr not workkinngggg wellll! arhhijgoiprjmfpg ~! yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~~

player II

Okay.. Time for the next batch of uploads!
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Original song
-Heavens Not Enough [Wolf's Rain]
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Main Songs
-Tragedy of Rebirth [Angel Sanctuary]
-Norowareta Tsukiya no Kioku [Yami no Matsuei]
-Strangers [Wolf's Rain]
-Hikari (orchestra ver) [Kingdom Hearts]
-Dive into the Heart [Kingdom Hearts]
-Stiff Breeze [Saiyuki]
-The Sacred Moon [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Rinne no Hate Ni... [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Raindrops [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Sinking into the Deep Water [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Yume no Kakera [DN Angel]
-Memories in the Rain [Bleach]
-Mugen no Kaze [Ayashi no Ceres]
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Extras
-Melody ni... [Strange Dawn]
-Always with Mr [Joe Hisaishi]
-Egao Ga Sukidakara [Sawada Shoko]
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okami da

The thing you search for cannot be found
That's why you're looking... looking
Once you found them they're but just ordinary things
-extract from Wolf's Rain,
Episode 10

*grins*

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable

Dragula

Dead I am the one, Exterminating son
Slipping through the trees, strangling the breeze
Dead I am the sky, watching angels cry
As they slowly turn, conquering the worm

Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula

Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula

Dead I am the pool, spreading from the fool
Weak and want you need, nowhere as you bleed
Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat
Tender is the fur, dying as you purr

~Dragula by Rob Zombie

boof

I am not faded. This girl is funny.. Hm..
"I have an unhealthy hatred of pink limos."
"Spike: Whatcha doin', love?
Drusilla: I'm naming the stars.
Spike: You can't see the stars, love. That's the ceiling. Also it's day."

Sigh

People who live too long and become corrupted
Their minds are infested
And they turn into little creatures unable to think and feel
They ride the earth and turns it into a little paradise of their ways
Rule the world with their twisted minds
And spread the plague to the next generation,
Injecting a new series of blood containing that virus
This continues for a long time...
The innocent were tainted
And the good sway with confusion
Then the holy ones banished them to hell
And the people bleed inside out.
Therefore lalalaa~ and Math was created.
Math is evil.

fic II

"No one won. Wars aren't to be won, wars are to be fought and finished. No one ever wins."

fic.

"Odin had always told him that 'hate' was an awfully strong word for such a little boy to use. He had said that people should never hate, because hate was just fear in disguise and fear caused conflict which bred pain and pain bred more hate and that hate was just more fear and the cycle continued until it made you dizzy."

Hmm..

I forgot to kill myself

=D

"Longer than forever"

Hmm..

Wolf's rain! Yiieepp. Hmm.. Uploaded a few song request for gendou just now and I'm listening to "heaven's not enough" now! =D Nice song~ That's so sad! *sobs* Oh well, I'm downloading wolf's rain now since I can't watch from hana's dvd-r. Hm.. that- she refuses to tell me the ending of the show demo.. I sense horridness. Maybe they died..? NOO! Hmm.. oh well~ Lalaa~ Shall go off and *study a little of my bio anyway. Hm. Blahh..

Heaven's Not Enough

Heaven's Not Enough
Wolf's Rain (episode 25 insert song)

Composer: Yoko Kanno
Performer: Steve Conte

heaven's not enough
if when you get there..
just another blue
and heaven's not enough
you think you've found it
and it loses you

you've thought of all there is
but not enough
and it loses you in a cloud

"there" most everything is nothin'
that it seems
"where" you see the things you only wanna see

I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe.... forget

and heaven's not enough
if when I'm there I don't remember you
and heaven does enough
you think you know it
and it uses you

I saw so many things
but like a dream
always losing me in a cloud

cause I couldn't cry
cause I turned away
couldn't see the score
didn't know the pain
of leaving yesterday really far behind
in another life
in another dream
by a different name
gave it all away
for a memory
and a quiet lie
and I felt the face
of a cold tonight
still don't know the score
but I know the pain
of leaving everything really far behind
and if I could cry
and if I could live what truth I did then take me there
heaven goodbye

Wolf's Rain

Could you bite the hand?
Wolf's Rain

Vocal: Steve Conte
Music: Yoko Kanno
Words: Tim Jensen

another gun for hire and just another day
when you are done, you just abuse it, whatever you say
if you were offered some, would you wanna bite the hand?
would you betray a friend to prove you're cold then walk away?

we were born with nothin' I don't want, but you need something
you want glory, I need none and it's coming between us

people are born with
people are born without
some people have
and others want
what some go without
some people live free
some people just want more
as for me I got all that I need

do you still think that we're not brave if we don't bleed?
we've seen so much blood and violence already, how much do you need?
you howl and fight your war and talk of being free
won't let you in, they're just usin' you so why won't you see?
some people are born so much closer to the sun
holdin' out their hands and grabbin' golden rays, they are the chosen few
but we both know of course that's not you or me
and I'd be telling the truth if I said it don't matter, so how bout you?

can you tell me really you don't need it, you don't want it
if you can, cool, if you can't, the difference between us

people are born with
people are born without
some people have
and others want
what some go without
some people live free
some people just want more
as for me I got all that I need
don't got much but I got what I need

some people are always reachin' for some things that they don't need
I'll tell you now with thoughts like that there will never be enough
some people always struggling for something that is not
I'll tell you something now that I'm really just fine lovin' what I got

Niji

Niji.Rainbow
L'Arc~en~Ciel

/bleh/ = Romanji / English
/blah/ = English Translation

Toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
It's bedlam, and memories are brimming
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
to the unalloyed voice almost deserting
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
To my dear who have just started walking,
Hateshinai mirai ga tsuzuite 'ru
never ended future is eternal

Hontou wa totemo kokoro wa moroku
In reality, belief is easy to shaken,
Dare mo ga hibiwarete iru
everybody get hurt (cracked).
Furidashita ame ni nurete
I get wet by the just come on rain
Kimi wa mata tachidomatte shimau kedo
and you halt up again, but
Shinjite kureru kara
you still be faithful to me

Dare yori takaku sora e to chikazuku
Higher than anyone, closer to the sky
Kagayaki wo atsume hikari wo motomeru
I'm gathering the brightness seek for the lights
Moetsukite mo kamawanai sa
If I burn out, it's all very fine
Subete wa shinjitsu to tomo ni aru
Everything is with a truth.

"Shounen wa hito no kage de yuganda nikushimi wo mita"
Sonna sekai nante mou nani mo mitaku nai yo
Nani mo! Nani mo! Nani mo!

"The boy see the enmity in the human's inside"
that way I don't want see anything, anything, anything, anything.
(On the scale of memories,
a hurt expression need to hundreds of love to cure.
Though, heart that is just like small pebbles on the beach buffeted by the seas,
and has many scratched, Love is bringing up)

Sore demo omou anata no koto wo
Still I'm thinking about you,
Kisetsu ga nagarete ite mo...
even the season goes by
Me wo tojite itsu mo mite 'ta fuukei no you ni
Close my eyes and always think of you as scenery
Nando me ga ame mo agatta
Any number of times rain has been stopped

Setsunai hito yo Kanawanu negai yo
Oh my dearest, oh my hopeless wish
Naze kono mune kara ai wa umarete iku?
Why love is born of my heart
Sakimidareta hana wa yurete
Blooming flowers are swinging
Shizunda daichi ni furisosogu
it comes down to dusky mother earth that is love

Ai wo toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
It's bedlam, and memories are brimming
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
to the unalloyed voice almost deserting
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
To my dear who have just started walking,
Owaranai mirai wo sasageyou
I'll tribute never ended future

stairway to heaven
labyrinth to heart

Taken from: AnimeLyrics
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In 1997, Sakura was arrested for illegal drug use. L'Arc-en-Ciel's career came to a halt. L'Arc-en-Ciel came back with this song from the halt. So, this song's lyric is said to be related to the issue.
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Hm.. Opened my mail just a while ago and then.. there's 84 new mail! Heh.. all from C2 fanfic thing though. Hmm.. is something wrong with that thing? Well.. Developing a stick-to-phone illness these days. *.* Oh yea. And Yani Yummie's birthday tomorrow! =D hee.. welll..

daze

... listening to music...

...

Do you remember me? Cause I do. Listening to: Shout at the Devil.. fanfic updates? Whoo hoo! There is mathematics quiz tomorrow, geography homework, and urm.. nothing much! Lalaa~ Tomorrow going beach? Well maybe. Not speaking. Blahhh. Heero! Ja.

*cries*

Nooooooo! My pooooorr Heeroo! *wails even louder* ehe. lalaa~

Insurrection II

I think no more

Hmm.mm

Two more days and I'll be 16/6 official! ^.^ Ala~ just downloaded loveless manga volume 1. Aww! They made Ritsuka seem so nasty in the manga. Hmmm.. He's nooot! And he doesn't smile (fakely or not) so much either! Hmph. But anyway, got to get to work again. *.*

dum dumm..

A good child meet standard requirements and receive favour of others
A fine child carry moral values and treat others with kindness and fairness.

The prettiest woman are of attractive features and idealised figure.
A beautiful woman has love, intellect, a kind heart, a listening ear, and speaks of goodness

characters

I like..
the wit of Dicky Cheung
the serenity in Takeshi Kaneshiro

the grief and the angst of
all my bishounens,
the destructiveness of Heero
and the beauty and love of Duo!

And I like all (almost) the characters in
Naruto for their individual strengths

anime

I like..
the pure innocence of Akazukin Chacha
the angst in Saiyuki, Fruits Basket
the beauty in DN Angel, Wolf's Rain
the grief in Grave of the Fireflies, Yami no Matsuei
the heart wrench-ness of Fushigi Yuugi
the love of yaoi in Gundam Wing Fics
the shounen ai in Loveless
the art of Metropolis, Shingetsutan Tsukihime, Trinity Blood
the life, animation and beauty of Naruto
the philosophy in Evangelion
the comedy and sadness of Rurouni Kenshin
the sophistication of Serial Experiments Lain
the blandness in Voices of a Distant Star, Hack.Sign

Trinity Blood

one must not turn their eyes away

Global Personality

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion 40% Stability 50% Orderliness 26% Altruism 63% Interdependence 43% Intellectual 56% Mystical 36% Artistic 43% Religious 70% Hedonism 30% Materialism 43% Narcissism 36% Adventurousness 36% Work ethic 56% Self absorbed 36% Conflict seeking 50% Need to dominate 36% Romantic 30% Avoidant 63% Anti-authority 56% Wealth 43% Dependency 43% Change averse 50% Cautiousness 70% Individuality 50% Sexuality 63% Peter pan complex 30% Physical security 56% Physical Fitness 30% Histrionic 30% Paranoia 56% Vanity 36% Hypersensitivity 63% Female cliche 30%

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trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

Test Results

Wow.. I'm very flattered. *.* Wait. This shows that 98% of the people probably lost their patience and their concentration. Hm.. Patience solves everything! (not literally)

Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results
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falling

By: Ashly

They were fallen children. Tainted by war at such a young age, each of them has been marked with cold, red slashes. And each line was unmerciful of its shouting message of condemnation.
They were fallen angels. Their wings having been broken from their too early flights. Having been broken by humanity’s crushing hand, each bone had been ground to irreparable stages. No more was the hope of restoration.
They were fallen soldiers. Victorious yet defeated. With honor they fought, yet still, there were countless lives they’ve taken. They still feel like murderers despite assuring humanity's survival. And they knew that. They knew from the beginning that they were cursed with damnation.
They were broken dreamers. Dreams once bright were now just tainted with dark, bloody red. In their sleep the accusing, crimson eyes stared at them, their victims screams never leaving them to rest. War or not they would always be like this, living with trepidation.
And yet…Heero wondered why he never hit the ground. He had been falling for so long. So very long. His wings were far from being able to fly back up and he lacked the will to actually climb back with his limbs. His whole body had been numbed ever since the first shed of blood and he lost all hope back then. He only fought on auto mode. Never thinking why he fought.

heee..

If you're going to finish reading 20 chapters of a fic in a day, who do you blame when there are no more fics for you to read? But even so, surely there must be new fics out there waiting for discovery!

posts

drafts in the total 301 posts..
1. *grumbles*
2. Nonsense
3. Random
4. Whyy
5. Sighh
6. Morning
7. -
8. Blabb
9. ..
10. BIg 45
11. Heero, Kumo & Chez
12. StrIke.
13. ..
14. JUly 07.
15. Hope
16. All Dead

player II

Picking out songs for the next update. They might change though, and that- I might not upload them anytime soon either. Busy busy! =D
Heero: *snorts* "As if!"
Char: Hey!
Hm.. Lets see what that original song is supposed to be.. *.* Ehh.. lets just say, it meant the 'theme' for the next update? Hm. Well~ who cares? Blahh.. Aww.. Yami no Matsuei has beautiful songs!
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Original song
-A Drop of Colour [Hyde]
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Main Songs
-Hearts [DN Angel]
-Yume no Kakera [DN Angel]
-Always With Me [Spirited Away]
-Norowareta Tsukiya no Kioku [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raindrops [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Sinking into the Deep Water [Ayashi no Ceres]
-Melody ni... [Strange Dawn]
-The Sacred Moon [Shingetsutan Tsukihime]
-Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro [Utada Hikaru]
-Blue [Cowboy Bebop]
-Tell Me What The Rain Knows [Wolf's Rain]
-In This Serenity [Mayumi Gojo]
-Liberi Fatali VIII [Final Fantasy VIII]
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I did not die

I Did Not Die

Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.
I am not there. I did not die.

-Melinda Sue Pacho

Hmm..

Wahhh.. Niji is so beautiful! *dreamy~* Hehee.. =D Anyway, shall get to bed soon. Hmm.. Been off the computer for long time these days. Lalaa~ Yosh! Study Study!

Insurrection

I keep hoping that this isn’t real.
That their hands haven’t grabbed me by the shoulders, waist, legs.
They aren’t taking me towards the basement.
They won’t lock me down there.
They wouldn’t.
But even through the panic that envelops me I know that they will throw me down there, they know not what it is they do.
-heero

late night

Hm.. I just reached home at about.. twelve? Gotten 105 L'Arc~en~Ciel's songs in a new folder and about 27+ new videos thanks to hana! *glomps hana* She's loaded! Hehee.. Argh. Anyway, lost the ez link card again! *.* Its been sooo.. well, many times that I've lost that stupid card =P Ah. well.. hehehee.. oOh. Got to sleep now already. Lalaa~ *glomps hana again* hehee.. blehh. Neko internet still not working? Hm..

heero

I'm sure I posted this long before.. But, oh well~ My Heero! My beautiful Heero! That's his voice actor anyway. Hm.. Just to remind myself, there's a draft piece before this post. *.* Hope is a vague thing hm?

Hoshi ni Natta Hanabi
Title: Fireworks That Turned to Stars
Sung by: Midorikawa Hikaru


Romaji Lyrics
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furui souko ni motarete
shizumu yuuhi wo mite'ta
maru de moetsukiru inochi da ne

"yume to ka asu to ka nante
watashi ni wa iranai"
kimi no kuchiguse wo omoidasu

ano hi kaigansen wo
hakanaku someta hanabi ga
unmei wo yokan saseta

mou ichido waratte
kuchibiru ni furesasete
tsumetai kokoro wa
eien ni hi no tsukanai danro sa

kodoku wo soba ni oite
minai furi wo shite'ta
doko to naku ore to nite-ita ne

shuumatsu sugosu hazu no
mizube no RESUTORAN
nido to kanawanai yakusoku sa

ai ni kidzuita toki ni
kimi ga inaku naru nante
kuyashikute mune ga itai

mou ichido kikasete
namaiki na sono koe wo
hitorikiri kimi wa
tasogare no hoshi ni natta hanabi sa

mou ichido waratte
kuchibiru ni furesasete
tsumetai kokoro wa
eien ni hi no tsukanai danro sa

mou ichido kikasete
namaiki na sono koe wo
hitorikiri kimi wa
tasogare no hoshi ni natta hanabi sa


English Translation
----------------------------
Leaning against an old warehouse,
I watched the setting sun as it sank in the sky
Just like life, burning itself out...

"I don't need
anything like dreams or a tomorrow"
I remember that favorite saying of yours.

That day, the fireworks
that colored the coastline for a moment
were a premonition of our destiny.

Smile once again
Let me touch your lips
A cold heart
is forever a fireplace without a fire.

You pretended not to see
the loneliness that was right there with you.
Somehow, just like me...

The promise we made to spend the weekend
at the waterside restaurant
will never come true again.

Just when I realized it was love,
you were gone...
It was so sorrowful, it made my heart hurt.

Just once more, let me hear
your sassy voice
All alone, you are
the fireworks that became the twilight stars.

Smile once again
Let me touch your lips
A cold heart
is forever a fireplace without a fire.

Just once more, let me hear
your sassy voice
All alone, you are
the fireworks that became the twilight stars.

*gasp*

"By the way Heero's still mine and I'm willing to fight those who claim him to be their's. Warning...I've never lost and never will."
Chikau! Heero's mine! Bwuahahahahaa!! Zutto! Mine! Hm.. oh well~

sighh

Hmm..mmm.. loveless has only 12 episodes. Shorter than gravitation ne.. Hmph. There's this galaxy angel song called dotabata angeloop which seems pretty nice. Lalaa~ Orals over. *.* oh well..

Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine
Cradle of Filth

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V'' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine (Nymphetamine)
None better
Nymphetamine

Vs.

Hmm..
Sweet vs Bland = Bland
Spicy vs Sour = Spicy
Thin vs Concentrated = Concentrated
Funny vs Humour = Humour
Lameness vs Interesting = Lameness
Efficient vs Loyal = Loyal
Cuddle vs Huddle = Cuddle
Pretty vs Beautiful = Beautiful
Flora vs Stripes = Stripes
Rose vs Chrysanthemum = Chrysanthemum
Apple vs Orange = Apple
Strawberries vs Cherries = Strawberries
Watch vs Clock = Watch
Handphone vs Laptop = Laptop
Space vs Speed = Space
Rainbow vs Dazzle = Rainbow
Shower vs Thunderstorm = Thunderstorm
Comic vs Animation = Animation
Intimate vs Closeness = Intimate
Rules vs Humanity = Humanity
English vs Japanese = Japanese
Korean vs Chinese = Chinese
You vs Her = You
Chess vs Reversi = Chess

updates

Tested out all 19 songs, they should be working if you click play.
Uploaded
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Original Song
-If Dreams Came True
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Others
-Amethyst Remembrance [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raison D'tre [Dir en Grey]
-As if in a Dream [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Lost Heaven [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Michiyuki [Loveless]
-Tsuki no Curse [Loveless]
-Kokoro no Chizu [Boystyle]
-Yuki no Theme [Gravitation]
-Shuukyoku (epilogue) [Fruits Basket]
-------------------------------
Extra Space
-Ballad of a Fallen Angel [Cowboy Bebop]
-Alone, music box version [Saiyuki]
-Dance like you want to win [Evangelion]
-Violin Solo [Evangelion]
-------------------------------
Extra Space II
Galaxy Angels
-Galaxy Bang! Bang!
-Horoscope Rhapsody
-Happy Question
-------------------------------
Permanant Songs
-Moonlight (my friend's)
-Mr. Lonely
-------------------------------

Hn.

The uploading took my whole afternoon off. Hm. Didn't expect it to take so long to upload each file. Especially Michiyuki which has a much larger size than the others. Loveless episode 2 is still taking forever to download. Well, at least it is almost 50% soon. My next target till tomorrow shall be 60%! Take it slowly~ =D Well, today is just another day. Got to go struggle with my mathematics paper in a while. Gck. I forgot all about it in the weekends. arh. Yea. And tests and oral exams are approaching again. Hana's going to be back in two days time, counting from tomorrow! Yipee~! Somehow I don't feel that depressed since school started this term already. Hm. Weird. It kind of' reverted back to a monotonous feeling most of the time. Lalaa~ Perhaps it is because hana's coming back or that I know I'm graduating soon. Well, Liberty! XP Hm..m.. Seeming to be getting 'softer' recently. So it's quite true.. having 'that' which you never used to have makes you weaker! X.x *nods nods* Hmph. Loveless episode 2 is 49.1% now. sigh.
Ja~

stuck

-to the computer is a disastrous thing for anyone to happen to. By which, it would grow into a thing called - 'not speaking/thinking sensibly, with sense, normally. It produces a liquidified poison that will travel throughout your body using the passage of the blood and fuse itself onto you permanantly. The poison is called HARUTGOTC (Highly Addictive Radiation & Unable To Get Off The Computer Poison). For help on pronouncing this accurately, it is Ha-Ru-Te-Got-Ch.
As a result, one patient who suffers from this wrote:
I feel more in touch with my mind recently. More in touch, meaning to think in a more systematic or rational way without having to use your emotions. Meaning, I'm looking from 'outside' of the scene. Mean. Talking in your mind, literally, non stop, and not a bit of that tingling feeling of emotions passing through. Which also meant, it seemed harder to talk to people, or finding topics to blabber about. How to feel more in touch with the mind? No idea. How'd you reverse the effect.. temporary? One, Yaoi. Two, Music. Three, you can go try banging your head on the wall and see if it hurts. If it doesn't, get a harder wall. Lastly. Make yourself or someone cry non stop till it cures this illness. +_+

raison d'tre

This song is so.. addictive and makes me feel nostalgic! Well due to connecting too many fics to it, such that the song manifested itself into the story. X.x Well, I remember getting hold of the lyrics long ago. Not very pretty words but well, not caring about what the song means - it is not needed. The music speaks dozens~ arh. infinity. Lalaa~ listening to it now. I found it last year on this site which became inactive, and lost it sometime ago when my sis' deleted my computer account, again. X( Hmph. There goes all my Naruto too. Well, the fortunate thing- Hana has the song! heee.. *glomps hana* So much for sending her all my junks. Although it took her so long to send it to me cause she refuses to send a 'not' happy, 'not' one piece song? Hm. Evilness!
-END-

player

Hmm.. Songs I shall upload next! XD
-------------------------------
Original song
-If Dreams Came True
-------------------------------
Others
-Amethyst Remembrance [Yami no Matsuei]
-Raison D'tre [Dir en Grey]
-As if in a Dream [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Lost Heaven [L'Arc~en~ciel]
-Michiyuki [Loveless]
-Tsuki no Curse [Loveless]
-Kokoro no Chizu [Boystyle]
-Yuki no Theme [Gravitation]
-Shuukyoku (epilogue) [Fruits Basket]
-------------------------------

IQ Scale

Taken your IQ test today? Go to web.tickles to take it now! =D Hahaa! Hmm. OoH. I remembered.. My score is my birthday! Heheee..
The IQ scale is built using 100 as the base. 70 is set as the benchmark of mental retardation, which is about 5% of people. About roughly one in every 400 people have a mental intelligence higher than 140.

Retardation Scale
50-70 - Mild mental retardation (85%)
35-50 - Moderate mental retardation (10%)
20-35 - Severe mental retardation (4%)
<>200 - "Unmeasurable genius"

IQ Scale
85 - 114 - Average
115-124 - Above average
125-134 - Gifted
135-144 - Highly gifted (e.g., intellectuals)
145-154 - Genius (e.g., professors)
155-164 - Genius (e.g., Nobel Prize winners)
165-179 - High genius
180-200 - Highest genius
>200 - "Unmeasurable genius"

Extras
Philosophers (22) average IQ 160;
Scientists (39) 159;
Fiction writers (53) 152;
Statesmen (43) 150;
Musicians (11) 149;
Artists (13) 153;
Soldiers (27) 136.

**It is estimated the Einstein, a prototype for a genius, has only an IQ score of just over 160**

goodnight

=P It seems like hana's brother always uses the computer at this time hm? Gee.. three more days! Okay, let's see... I configure some html items on the template just a while ago, and added this media player at the side bar (i've always wanted that!) as well as separate the tagboard. Minor changed! *.* But it still took time. It's getting really late already.. no school tomorrow! *rejoices* Oh yea, and loveless is barely 21% after the whole night! Aww. Hope that there is some really generous guy to help upload alooot. Haven't read finish Togari, the manga that my friend sent me yet. It's annoying at times cause I have to keep clicking and enlarging the pages. Nah. But' d still got to thank the translator for all the hard work to bring the wonderful manga into non-japanese or chinese (for.. well -.-'') reader's world! Hehee.. Guilty guilty, so very guilty! Gomen, minna-san! Hontou ni gomen ne. *bows a 90%* Someone should just tell me to 'suck it up!' and not be so.. eekie. Ole~ I would feel more at ease and convinced of my thoughts! Hm. back ache always like to come back with a vengeance. Hn. Give me a break, eggies! Taking so long to type *.* It's 3:20 now. Arh.. Aww.. Tuesdays have bad timetable. Too many subjects, too many lessons. Hmm.. and Friday is the oral finals' already. Bet the lil' neko learnt all her stuff already. Hehee.. a very hardworking cat* at work. mm.. can't imagine a cat* studying anyway. Sigh~ Life is boring! Wonder when it will end. (quoted partially). Well not. Live on! As long as you can! *.* Really, why haven't anyone reprimanded me yet? Oi. Someone speak upp?? Ala~ Just did. Me. Blah blah. It is so hot! Burning! Burning! And sticky too. Just bathed not too many hours ago too. Well.. Naruto and Fullmetal Alchemist have wonderful openings! =D Fruits basket has a beautiful vocalist for their songs. Bleach, well.. nothing much special. The lyrics are average too. Loveless, YAOI! Tsubasa Chronicle is, well, a little boring. Yami no Matsuei has very eye catching and beautiful opening video, and a catchy and happy ending. Weiss kreuz have nice, wonderful lyrics and melodies! Gravitation is overall smooth, soothing and beautiful. Saiyuki has nice openings too. A little of more focus onto the character's appearance than the story or theme of the show. One piece..? Haha! Hana can decide on that. *.* Ranma's op/ed videos are really -bouncy- loud.. and happy? Well, so overall, Naruto has alot of effort spent into picking a suitable song with beautiful lyrics, and a very carefully made video that goes along with it's beat. Very neat. Despite it's many seasons of op/ed videos, the result is always the best! Arh. The reason why FullMetal Alchemist's videos are good would probably be that the song goes with the theme! XD And character depth as well as it's pretty motion graphics. Lalaa~ ops. sighh.. Ja!

Time

They say that time is relative.
Relative to what? Time is still time no matter where you are. You can't stop it; you can't slow it down or speed it up. There's no magic formula to send time into reverse, as much as we sometimes wish we could. Time marches on no matter what you do to try and prevent it.
Time is time, it is steady, unchanging. That's why we rely on it so much, our reassuring shoulder to lean on when we get into difficulties. We even incorporate it into our communication. 'Time is the greatest of healers‘; 'There's no time like the present'. It is important to us for it's very stability. No, time is not what changes, only our perception of it.
Take, for example, a mere eighty seconds.
It's not a long time really. Not nearly enough to accomplish anything of importance. You may manage to boil an egg; if you like it runny. You could make a cup of coffee perhaps, switch on your computer and wait for it to boot up, heat up yesterday's leftovers in the microwave. Even the average song is over two minutes in length.
Such a small measure of time, it passes us by without notice. Why worry about what happens in the next minute or so when you have your entire life to muddle through? Whatever we try to do, eighty seconds will always be eighty seconds.
Small measure of time? Definitely. Insignificant? Perhaps. It all depends on what you use it for.
Eighty seconds is long enough to be killed.
And long enough to learn to live.

-clairol

random

erhem. Almost forgot that tomorrow is a youth day holiday! Woot. Hehehee.. And to think I was getting stressed up over school 'opening'. Hm.. I shall do proper typing from now on! Capitals on the first letter per sentence. -My face! Hehee! Just found this smiley thingy on the internet explorer. Whee~ And there is also this cute cursor configuration item, now my little pointer has an animated smiley face attached to it! *grins* Listening to Buck-tick's 'Die' now. Sometimes I reallllyy wonder what they are singing about. Hn. Okay. It's nine plus now, without me doing anyway. Sigh. MS is leveling up very slowly. And there doesn't seem to be a proper spot for me to train anyway. Proper spot..? Flatland, a high spawn rate but not excessively, or a medium spawn for pigs with ribbons and stuff like those for my level anyway. I'm a pretty pathetic bowman who place all the skill points and others in the wrong place, and could only hit a little hp off the enemies. Wired up! Runescape is better! In that case, I would not have to face the dilemma of leveling problems in term skill points and such. But anyway, the more depth into a particular job skills makes the game special I guess. Especially when you have to choose a 'career' for long term. Well as usual, comparing to runescape... I would like to be an all rounder in strength, defence and such. But well, MS refuses to give that. Therefore, my bowman has 'low stamina'? O.o How does that come about anyway? Aw. The smiley on the cursor is cheeky! It twitches the mouth a little and then raises it's eyebrow a few times. *.* Hehee.. nyah. Have been typing random stuff lately.

Don't Die! Hana no Baka!

cat talk.

This is... Neko and Elow's cake! WaHHA!!


This is the Neko!

shush!

Ole! My friend! Weep not for me!
May my soul always be with you!
Do not seek the doll residing under the tomb,
Do not look into the dark abyss for it will swallow you whole!
Find yourself into a warm embrace,
And stand under the waters when you have none,
I will be there!
Listen not for the familiar footsteps!
Look behind when there are looming shadows,
Fear not for the light nor dark.
You may be by yourself
But aren't I standing by the right still watching?
Nah. I'm just bored and egg-ing. BAHH.

jUly

Let me see.. this is the second of July, approaching the third soon. And here I am, waiting for stupid hana to come online when it is already so late! Well, she doesn't usually come on late so it's kind'uf weird. Head is starting to ache soon from all the radiation from the computer. Not ache literally, but just the point above the eyebrows..? =P Oh well, Loveless is taking so long to download since not many people are uploading it. It's like.. only 0-3 person helping to upload? HN. Got to help to upload them when i'm done too.. for all the yaoi fanatics! Hehehee.. Ah. well, the show in itself isn't yaoi since yaoi= urm.. some serious business* with no storyline? Nah. It's shounen-ai! Yipee~ Something is seriously different about Ritsuka though. He kept thinking that he'll lose his memories or something. Hm.. I shall find out once the download finishes! Opps. and I said 'fishes' in my oral. *.* There's no such word! Now.. let's see.. Is :47 minutes past 11 already. Hana ne.. doko desu ka? Let's come up with a few reasons for her dissappearance ne? One. Internet connection BAD. Two, Arh.. overslept cause' it is the holidays! Three, did not log in due to unknown reasons? Four. Sick (that's highly unlikely!) Five, family using computer. mm..umm.. i'd agree on that. =D Six! Ehh.. eating... Seven, watching one piece. Hehe. Eight, being stalked/pestered such that coming online is impossible. Well, nine. Can't be bothered. And.. alas. Ten, she has no faith in me!! allah! *acts like quatre* Hm.. why does she always type 'oh hyne' anyway? Heheee.. it sounds kinda like.. 'oh hyde!' OOoo...h I just realised 90% of L'Arc~en~ciel's songs are wonderful! And I just downloaded a couple of songs by female singers too. Hm.. 8 in total. All thanks to.. urm.. come alive! And also some other anime mp3 earlier in the day, which included my ole' Tsuzuki! Wahh.. he has the same amethyst eyes as Duo! Ooh.. this remind me that in D.N Angel, the boy.. uhh what's his name? Hehee.. dark's other self that is, has Ruby eyes! woww.. those eyes are beautiful! Hm.. typing to pass time. Oh wellll.. Grr.. loveless episode 2 is only 14%+ after over 4 hours! Someone, spare me more pieces of the file! X HN. Okay. Let's talk about Tokyo Underground. A pretty lowly rated anime on my part. It has no proper plot, not enough original action and style, lack of character development, and inproper ending. Well, all is all. But the second starting song is better. A little nice- to say that is. It seems to give way to a little depth into the characters that was never highlighted in the whole story. I guess the small number of episodes can't do much. There you go.. there's this guy. urm. boy in fact who seems more proper except that he- hana came online! it's 12! Okayyy.. that he has thick glasses and a really boyyy voice, and that, he's silly! XD Hana replied! hehehee.. hmph. hana no baka. Oh. *jumps topic* Stupid michelle too! She literally disappeared for a whole day. And.. left me alone all at home to talk* to myself! *sobs* Well, she's gotta new dog. Seems like it's dog fate. *.* "when Cats meet the Dog" Lalaa~ Okayyy.. She's going into MS for 10mins so I get to type more! Let's talk about... Loveless! Heh. My neww anime! =D And Ritsuka again.. is soo kawaii! Hm. I'm just a masochist for such things. And the guy.. urm.. what's his name? Blehhh. Said that.. 'I won't do anything' and well.. he's evil!! As If. To prove his point. Hm.. demo sa.. it seems like phedo- what. Have no idea how to spell it. And all the people that aren't adult has kitty hears and a tail!! Kawaii!!! Hheheee.. I was shocked when I see the ears at first. But then.. hehehe.. it's kawaii! And Ritsuka is sooo cool!! *jumps around* Hm.. Let's see.. the anime's lighting is a little too bright so it's images weren't very.. eye pleasing? And the opening song just screams "YAOI!" They have beautiful background music coming onto the scene just at the right times. Oh.. that remind me.. Poor Ritsuka!! Ah.. well, wonder if I can get that bg. music. I sounded like a symphony or some kind of classical music. Hm. They seems to have a pretty plot in action now. Well, much better than expected for a shounen ai anime. I watched before many other yaoi ones, but they're always such poor quality and bad plot that it hard to bear. Ooohh.. Hana's back now. so, well.. don't have to *splatter typing* anymore. (is there such a thing? oh wellll). Ja ne!
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**EDIT**
Laaa~ shall continue typing, for the fun of it! Typing is addicting you know? Hm.. Okay.... July! July meant Charis' birthday. July meant Xiaohua's coming back! July meant school restarting. July meant.. the calm before the storm. July meant.. nothing but a month for the humans of earth to mark their very existance upon! so.. in the end.. nah. forget it. Lost the point already. *.* so anyway, in the end it all comes down to Charis' birthday in which, .. *fumes* hehee.. cause I don't think her blog is going to be a pretty sight. It is sure to be filled with all her photos and blabblings of 'outings'! Well, good for the person. But well, arhh! Backache's catching up on me again! Nevermind. Too lazy to type anyway.
Next- Xiaohua's coming back! Seemed a good thing huh? But many a times I think the people forgot the sad truth. She is not only coming back - fullstop. But she is coming back to this land, and leaving. LEAVING, a month later. Forget that and you're going to suffer! =) Ah well, so what! Forgetting them sometimes won't hurt. Dumm dumm.. and there is going to be so many things that has to be fulfilled! and guess what- I am guilty! Guilty of a serious crime of. #passion# "oh shut up" Of.. manipulating people? Arh. no words to describe that. and sooooo I'll have to say sorry! That is a horrble thing. Hn. One can't just don't bother* and then goes pulling it in when you like it. Hm. Ah well. Gotta see the neko's little new doggie! Don't know why I'm eager to see it also. Hm. hen ne.. Hm..m.. listening to a new song that hana sent me. wahha. *bounces* Hm.. Oh right. She REFUSES to clean her room. Shall go pester her now! *grins*
JA.

bishies

!! *grins* Heheheeee..
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Regulations: Be angsty! Be loud! Be cute.. Be sexy~ And.. be destructive and violent..? *snickers*
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Sanzo (saiyuki)
Yuki (gravitation)
Akito (fruits basket)
Kyo (fruits basket)
Heero (gwing)
Duo (gwing)
Tsuzuki (yami no matsuei)
Aya/Ran (weiss kreuz)
Ritsuka (loveless) *
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Aki (ayashi no ceres)
Nakago (fushigi yuugi)
Akito (kodomo no omocha)
-less dovotion to the characters here..? Aw.. *glomps all bishies*

loveless

Ritsuka-kunn~!! XD My kind of bishies! YAY!
"People who use others are stupid, but people who are used are even more stupid"
"It's the same here as it was before. Despite calling each other friends, there are only those using others and those being used. Seimei, life is boring. I wonder if it'll end soon"

laugh..

..and I'll smooch you! *.*

TEACHER: What is the chemical formula for water?
SARAH: H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
SARAH: Yesterday you said it's H to O!

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: ! Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!

TEACHER: Willie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago?
WILLIE: Me!

TEACHER: Ellen, give me a sentence starting with "I."
ELLEN: I is...
TEACHER: No, Ellen..... Always say, "I am."
ELLEN: All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."

TEACHER: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
JOHNNY: "Because George still had the ax in his hand."

TEACHER: Now, Sam, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SAM: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.

loveless

Michiyuki
TV Version

Even if we embrace until it begins to hurt,
we two won't be able to become one.
Even in a place deeper than kindness,
touching each other is merely pain.
Please bind us together.
We won't dream anymore,
we'll just hold hands hesitantly
and start walking toward a cruel dawn.
True words must be somewhere in the real world,
hiding in our nights of silence.
Surely, even now.

-Translated by Torgen

lalaa~

hhaa! Eleven days! Eleven days! And Mildred dragged me off in the canteen just to express her 'joys'! XD *listening to leaving on a jetplane* .. *grins* probably cause this is the firsts songs I have, so it's kind of nostalgic to listen to. Hm.. Neko birthday tomorrow! WaHHH OLD lil neko! And it's orals this week.. so soon. Don't wanna fail! 'm such a failure already!! *falls into a heap* ~don't know when i'll be back again~ ARhh.. allah! Heero is just so smooch-able! *.* And isn't Duo irresistible? And 'bad friends' is sooo sexy! Gotta sleep soon.. +_+ *faints* oh well... something wrong with the typing ** this. Hmph. Ja ne.

26 J UN E

christmas parody

Duo the red nosed Bishie,
Had a braid that flowed and twirled,
And if you ever saw him,
You would think he was a girl.

All of the other Bishie,
Used to laugh and pull his braid,
They never let poor Duo,
Join the Bishie Masquarade.

Then one random chosen night,
A fangirl came to say,
"Duo with your braid so long,
Won't you be my date? Horray!"

Then how the Bishie loved him
As they shouted out with glee,
"Duo the red nosed Bishie,
You're just as sexy as me!"

-by maxwells demon

memories

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

fly

Save me from this ole misery! Because I long forgotten how to climb back up, because I learnt joy in this darkness!

/Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again./

/Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet./

/Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget./

/Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light./

'

"I can't like the same thing as you do. Because it is yours. You took it first and claimed it"

Blurry

//Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up//

//Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl//

//You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene//

//I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far//

//Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me//

//Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel//

//Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway//

//Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway//

//This pain you give to me//

//You take it all away
Explain again to me//

22nd J UNE

Buck-tick

Buck-tick
疾風のブレードランナー
Shipuu no Blade Runner

Ten death Waiting for everyone
Nine goddess Eight hole boots
Seventh Heaven Six gun Five, Four star
Three Angels fly fly fly
A Boy and a Girl fall in love
Every one a pleasure song
Zero

降りしき る酸性雨 黒い雲
風が吹き 雷が鳴り響いている

感じるか 愛しいものの気配を
そうだろう なんて素敵は光景

Baby Maybe 共に青い春を駆け抜はよう
Baby Maybe 思うまま 叶うはず

崩れてく黄昏 -SUNSET- 走り抜け
加速する 俺は疾風 お前はロータス

聞こえるか 風は狼のブルース
忘れるな 世界は輝いている

Baby Maybe その向こうに風が吹いている
Baby Maybe わかるだろう叶うはず 祝福だ

今夜 お前に届けよう 宝物だ 約束だ
頬をつたう酸性雨 青空の下で あふれてる
夜を彩る あの星座 見つけたんだ 永遠だ
心を奪う感覚 -SENSATION- 闇にひとつ 流れてる

Baby Maybe 共に青い春を駆け抜はよう
Baby Maybe 思うまま 叶うはず
Baby Maybe その向こうに風が吹いている
Baby Maybe わかるだろう叶うはず 祝福だ

今夜 お前に届けよう 宝物だ 約束だ
頬をつたう酸性雨 青空の下で あふれてる
夜を彩る あの星座 見つけたんだ 永遠だ
心を奪う感覚 -SENSATION- 闇にひとつ 流れてる

~mwualaa

wahha! buck tick songs! mwuahahahaaa!! opps. zZZzz..Zz..

dose

Eep! XD Fics! fics! Whoa~ Lots of fics! *happy dance* for now.. sleep. *.* goodnight.

gwing

//Ore wa Duo. Duo Maxwell. Nigemo, kakuremo, surunda, uso wa iwanai. Duo Maxwell da.//

><

My friend.
Hope has wings,
From Pain rises inspiration,
And Life is wonderful.
If you care to look and always wait.
For miracles to happen,
They will.

Broken Wings

Tomoko Tane
Trinity Blood TV Version

I know this will not remain forever,
however it's beautiful.
Your eyes, hands, and your warm smile...
They're my treasure.
It's hard to forget.
I wish there was a solution,
Don't spend your time in confusion.
I'll turn back now and spread...

My broken wings (my broken wings),
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with.
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Higher and higher in your eyes (my broken wings),

My broken wings (my broken wings),
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with.
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Across the sky, just keep in flying.

(That isn't rain.. falling from the sky.)

Bore

lying

"Telling half of the truth was as good as telling half a lie, and hiding things from those you cared about was one of the worst ways you could betray them. "

kittie.. kittie

*.* Just finish. Finally finished, the body and head of the kitty. Took so long to cut it to a more 'proper' shape which is, not even the perfect proportion. The eyes and tail, looks funny. Must've not trimmed the strings properly. Don't think they can be stuck on. And it's the wrong colour! Eks. And, the mouth part is weird. It doesn't seem to 'pop' out like the one in the picture is so.. it's kind of flat. Don't think I wanna stick these weird stuff on. But then, if not, the kitty will have no eyes, nose, taill.. whatever. It looks like an 'Onigiri'. Meaning riceball in jap. Arh. no. Two rice ball stuck together. Hm.. Come kitty kitty~ HN. Hana's acting weird. "( heh. stupid face, learnt from the 'sweet' neko..
signed, char~

"Endless Love"

Autumn in my Heart,
Endless love, Drama CD

"Reminding you of your childhood dreams
And Fairy tales you read long time ago"
"I smile, I cry,
Just because your look keeps in my mind"
"A drama like a beautiful poem
A love stronger than destiny"
"Even a life with pains and sorrow
True love will never die"
"Who do you cherish more than yourself?
Who do you want to hold your hand
In your last moment of like?"
"Heartbeat, whisper,
Everything of you is treasure to me"

hm?

"My life just kind of fell together, and in a very nice way."

Hee..

ro! Wait ..hmm.. no matter how I type that password, may it be a slip of the fingers.. it still seems to be accurate. *suck up face* hN. imagine that yourself. Let's see.. another quiz! Need more fanfic.. feeling funny these days. The authors refused to update! *wails*

Your #1 Match: INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: INTP
The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #3 Match: ISFP
The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #4 Match: ISTP
The Mechanic
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.
A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.
To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.
You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: INFJ
The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

lalaa~

Take a breath of the memories
the sigh of the wind
from here you will journey on
alone looking onwards always

Forever there
look up so you'll see my face
Always
carry your smile to light up that dim sky

The world is not what it seem
so you can understand
get moving right now

Forever there
look up so you'll see my face
Always
carry your smile to light up that dim sky

In the heart
is where you'll find them

child's eyes

“Fly my baby. Fly…” Daddy said, his voice shaking. The next thing Hikari saw was a window… and suddenly he was flying. Flying in the open air. The ground so far below. High above in the night sky were dark clouds. Clouds….

‘Fly my baby…’ Hikari reached for a cloud. If he caught it he could fly. Then there was a loud roar and sharp hurt…then nothing.

-nightmare

drummm..

mission! arH.. BORED
1. Be as Heeroish as possible
2. Be as Duoish as possible.
3. *takes a step into the GW fic*
4. -dies-

blahhh

Your Expression Number is 7

Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.
You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.
Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

IQ

*starts hitting self* like i say.. tables spoils the layout! gRr...

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Below Average

dahh

waHHa! The tables mess up the layout. so i'll remove them.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. Your Secondary Thinking Style: Modifying
Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.
You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

Your EQ is 147
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

arhhhhhhhhh

haNa & mE have the same! =D hehee.. yay! *glomp* wait- tat' woman's the same too! hMm..

Your Life Path Number Is 9
9
The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.
You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.
Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.
If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.
The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.
Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.
Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.
Material gains are not overly important to you.
You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.
he desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.
You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.
Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.
You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.
You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.
Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.
People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.
In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.
Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.
If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.
On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.
It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.
You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.
You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path.
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Little nekO's ... wowww.. arh. colleen & jeslyn's got the same too. hm

Your Life Path Number Is 7
7
You are a peaceful and affectionate soul... and by nature rather reserved and analytical.
The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown.
You will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find.
Intellectual, scientific and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at you own independent conclusion.
This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams.
You dislike crowds, noise and confusion.
You are very thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to be a meet a high standard of performance, too.
You evaluate situations very quickly and with amazing accuracy.
You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone.
Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you are one who tends to follow the directions they seem to guide.
It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people.
You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life.
You really aren't a very social person, and your reserve is often taken to be aloofness.
You actually like being alone, away from the hustle and bustle of modern life.
In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic.
In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive.
A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences.
A negative 7 is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration.
The negative 7 is very selfish and spoiled.
If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of.
At your worst, you feel that the world really does owe you something - or in some way you aren't being fairly treated.
Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits.
This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows.
Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.
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oOoo.. stupid neko's jUjU

Your Life Path Number Is 11
11
Your life path is greatly associated with spiritual awareness.
As one of the two master numbers, the 11 yields understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others.
The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured.
These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society.
The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets.
Your inventive mind and broad-minded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures.
You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance.
Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature.
You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.
On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this.
For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult.
This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression.
You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak.
There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life.
Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical.
You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.
In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer.
When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high.
Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.

lalaa~

"I lost all faith in my God,
In his religion too
I told the angels
They could sing their songs to someone new"

"I lost all trust in my friends,
I watched my heart turn to stone
I thought I was left to walk this wicked world alone"

"Tonight I'll dust myself off,
Tonight I'll suck my gut in
I'll face the night and I'll pretend
I have something to believe in"

"And I had lost touch with reason
I watched life criticize the truth
Been waiting for a miracle
I know you have too"

"Though I know I won't win
I'll take this one on the chin
We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend
I have something to believe in"

And The World Falls Apart

And The World Falls Apart
By: Blade

I don’t think you really understand. Nothing is what you think. Reality is not reality. Dreams are taboo grounds when conscious. Truths are lies, and secrets are common knowledge. Hidden motives lie within hidden motives. It goes too deep to comprehend.

What did you see in the darkness? Or what did you think you saw?

Do you know anything? What is actually real? What is false? How can we tell where something ends and something begins? How do we comprehend time? Does it exist? Do we?

It’s all falling apart. Shattering like glass, leave broken fragments of something we never really understood. They cut the hands that reach for them. They need the color, that sickly red blood, to paint our world with its bloody pieces.

Because eventually, everything will go to hell.

It’s only a matter of time.
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How can I explain? What words can I use? This gnawing feeling inside that often turns my attention back to you. But how could I tell you? You still can’t see what I see. And I don’t want you to.

It’s not black, in the darkness. Nor is it white, in the light. I’m stuck somewhere in gray. Maybe it was in-between all along.

The blood is finally fading, but the pain is fresh.

I’ve held the pieces in my hand for a long time now. They’ve cut so deep they can’t go any further, and it’s been so long the bleeding finally stopped. But I can’t drop them yet.

How can I explain? My world is falling apart. A secret I’ve held in for so long, and a truth I don’t want to acknowledge. Can I be saved? What am I afraid of? Save me from myself. There’s a bloodstain on the window, and the hand is clearly mine. I can’t stop falling apart. Will you pick up the pieces?
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Heero:
Torn paper. Broken windows. Ruined furniture. Tears. Pain. A twisted smile.
“You can’t see.”
The blood dripped to the floor.
“Can’t you see the spider web on my mirror?”
It’s completely silent. The guilt isn’t there.
“You’ve still got blood in your eyes. No! Don’t wipe it away.”
A picture painted in blood. That all consuming red.
“You shouldn’t see.”
It shatters everything. The pieces lie on the floor, scattered. The smile twists. The tears don’t stop.
“I don’t want you to see.”
A laugh. Sick, hollow, ringing. It’s a terrible sound.
“The truth is mine. I like the pain.”
The ground is stained. The words can’t be seen anymore. The voice can’t be heard.
“You can’t look at the real me.”
Can you see the blood on the window? It’s a reminder of the hand that reached.
“If you do…”
The rain is falling, but the blood’s still there. It will never go away.
“I’ll kill you.”
And time stops.
“I’ll kill you.”
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In that first time, I ran from it. The fear of the truth is an overwhelming thing. It holds pain. Don’t you want to see the future? Choking on a past that doesn’t exist. The blood is still running. What is left for me? Maybe it was too much to ask of myself. It seems like I’m living in a dream. And I wonder if I’ll wake up.

Will you stay even if I leave? Will you stand if I fall?

Maybe the truth wasn’t meant to be known. I’m taking away everything I knew, like sand falling through my fingers, and crushing it, hating it, loving it. Did you see what I did?

Don’t look at me!

Don’t open your eyes. It’s better if you keep them closed. This is a sick reality I exist in. You shouldn’t see it. Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies. It’s not real. Don’t try to save me. Give up. Walk away. Turn back. I will kill you.
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Heero:
It was cold. Why is it so cold?
‘This is my life…’
Quiet footsteps in the empty silence. A breath that is swallowed.
‘This is everything I’ve ever been and done.’
The face turns. Looking away because it can’t stand to see.
‘I continue to run away.’
The truth is too much. And the choice is too terrible. Tightening.
‘I have no choice but to run away.’
A squeeze around the heart like a hand. It feels as though it will burst.
‘I can’t stay. I can’t live in that world anymore.’
There is only pain. Nothing else exists.
‘When the war ended, I thought I’d finally be able to.’
Blood falls. A cold touch on the cheek. A lingering memory.
‘But then…that dirty little secret…I have nothing now.’
Trembling. Falling. Who is there to catch him?
‘I am empty.’
And suddenly it’s so clear. There is no one. There is nothing to save.
‘I have finally become what J always wanted.’
And he can’t breathe anymore.
‘A machine.’
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TBC